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oh m o I you made me cry a little --in a good way-- c:
Your right, my dad is supportive of what I do. he's the one with so much high hopes for me. He's most of the reason I want to do myself right and follow what I believe is my path. count my blessing I guess?
though he also has his bad moment, cause he's an ex-military commander
so you can understand how he's so tuff on the outside.
it makes me mad too.....why do parents unappreciated good sons/daughters like that? and why can they only see it when he/she has left them? or worse
fallen into some sort of depression/destructive behavior.
I'm sorry aki's mom treats her unwell, no one deserves that. it sucks
I'm still in highschool
not only that I'm an honor student, I have a high GPA of 3.8 out of the maximum of 4.0
I take hard classes, college classes
I'm in a special honor program for AP student, I'm also in a specialty program for art for the gifted ( which both had to be tried out for and pass)
I've won numerous awards, my art's been in galleries
I just passed 2 of my AP test, which means I get college credit WHILE still in highschool plus I get 200 $ from the college board for passing.(Hard as hell tests BTW, drove me insane to study for for months)
not only do I have that.
I DO ALL THE STUPID SHIT AT HOME, I clean, cook,wipe,sweep,feed the dogs, fucking mow the lawn for Christ sake's what does she have to be such a bitch to me!
i'm not an unkind person right? I don't deserve to be treated like trash when I feel like i'm far from it. I deserve kindness, I deserve tht she at least loved me and appreciate me for all I do..........but that's not gonna happen.
so i'll just ignore her....what I can't see, I can't feel
what I can't hear, can't hurt me anymore than it has.
I keep my dreams alive because I deserve them.
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