~clings~
<3

I love the colors you picked for it! So prefect!
:D

Thank you lol it's a work in progress.

You didn't upset me I was just saying I don't really check out guys haha. I never really did anyways. Blake is like the first guy I have ever gone out of my way to make mine. All my other boyfriends always came to me on their own. I consider him my gift, even with the fights and drama it's all worth it because we both know we are in it forever. <3

My friend never even came to pick me up or see me or anything. I got here and he knows I'm staying the extra day but he has no desire to come and at least say hi.
He made it sound like we were gunna have the best time in the world before I left but the next day when I got on the train he was barely talking to me at all. It was the first sign I knew things were gunna be sketchy and I always look at things the worst way when I get upset but my fiance calmed me down and said as long as I keep a smile on my face everything will be fine. Just stay positive so I did for three days even with my friends constant complaints.

I really didn't want to let him see me after all he said to me. So many insults my goodness. I needed to cool off but once I did I told him that I still love him and he is my best friend I know it will take a long time but I hope we can get past this and I will be staying here for an extra day and I'd love to at least say hello.

All he said was he made other plans already.

He has mental problems and is on a lot of medication. He is either the sweetest thing in the world or the meanest.

I have seen him treat his girlfriends and friends like this but never has he done it to me. I think with all the time apart he forgot all how we use to be.

He is literally my only friend but I feel like I have lost him after this.

My fiance says I'm the one that should be mad and my friend should be begging me to forgive him.
My mom wanted to fly out here and punch him in the face. She knew this was my first time traveling alone and she really wanted it to go well and seems how it didn't it made her really upset. Plus she has a temper and doesn't like people messing with her loved ones.

I just told her she didn't need to do that I would just come home.

I cried for about two hours on the phone with her and my fiance.(at different times) Never thought I could lose my only friend so easily.

But I have a very high respect for myself and don't like to be treated badly or different or get taken advantage of.


These towns have so much potential. It really is so sad the way it ended up. I see these kids throwing rocks at windows for fun and I just want to go hug them and give them clean clothes and buy them toys. D:


OMFG THAT LOOKS SO AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU ARE SO TALENTED<3333

Your shading is like godly I'm so jealous. O:

Giggles: *hugs tightly* I know exactly how that goes, but in a way, I know it in reverse, if that makes sense. I wasn't the one to flip out, but I had a BF visiting me from Texas (I was in Minnesota at the time). I made sure he has places to sleep (my house, camping at a campground, or one of my friend's houses as all four of us were going to a convention together). However, he made his visit the most terrible thing in the world for me! He'd bump his knee and start screaming up and down that the whole trip wasn't worth it. Or, I'd tell him that I didn't know my parent's Christmas plans so he might not be able to join us for that Christmas, but easily be part of future ones, and he had a fit that being with me wasn't worth it if he didn't get the first Christmas. Basically, despite having the drive to visit me, I was not factored into any value of anything. :( (And don't even get me started on his statements about sex, it was borderline illegal.) Obviously, I'm not with him any more.

Like you, and all the effort you went through, your friend did not reciprocate, and even shunned you. While I had all the effort of hosting my ex, and I received the same... 'attitude' in return. *hugs giggles*

I'd offer, if you're ever in my area, you have a free place to stay. But I think right now you don't even want to think about travelling again for a while.

Angel:
How much to hire you, dang nabbit!! I wants!!

Angel:
I still mean it. Can I hire you for your art? The only thing of value I have right now is FCs, but but.... you're art is so good! And I'd love to have a chibi of an OC done by you!!

Sure!!! I've got reference pics! She's from WoW, though.
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v147/Serrinatta/ComissionMyOCs/Yurra/OldStyleYurra.jpg

What I want is her sitting in a wooden crate with her hands on the lip, and her head peeking out. A sign on the front saying "Free Yurra to good home!"

Maybe have this lantern sitting beside it?
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v147/Serrinatta/ComissionMyOCs/Yurra/Yurra3.jpg

Details that are a must:
Her boy-cut hair
Dark brown eyes (the big puppy-dog look is great!)
The colors for her skin, lips and hair (variations of brown XD)

Here's a close up of her face (but in a different outfit)
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v147/Serrinatta/ComissionMyOCs/Yurra/Yurra2.jpg

I don't know how much Devil Tails are worth here, but I'd definitely be willing to part with some FCs!!

Actually, that "Scene" that the picture relates to is when Yurra was in the brown outfit, though you won't see much of it anyway because of the crate, right?

Yurra is actually a softy. She was an orphan as a child and always did hard work (farming, household chores, hauling water, errands, deliveries, and such) to get by. Life's been hard on her before, and she's even had to rely on singing on the street for tips (Had the nickname "Songbird of Stormwind" for a while). But spent a good portion of time homeless, living out of a tent. So hence the "Free Yurra to good home!" like free kittens.

And yes! I am 100% perfectly ok with waiting! I'm a slow artist myself (2-3 mo or longer sometimes!), so I completely understand for other artists to take their time!

3fcs sounds like a deal to me!

@Serrinatta-

~cuddles~
I'm so sorry you had to deal with that. I had an ex just like that. He always made our trips(which should be awesome) hell for me. Complained about every little thing that wasn't a big deal.
I'm glad you are not with him. You deserve someone who makes you super happy and thinks you are worth every little thing<3

Because of our horrid experiences it has helped us grow and learn.
I am thankful for it now that I had a good nights sleep and a good breakfast.
It's good to experience things even if it's a bad experience.



@angel- awwwwz really??????????????????? I will totally feed your knuffels for some art! How much should I feed them? I would just want my avatar(I gotta change it a little though) So a fully body isn't necessary. I'd love a headshot or waist up though!!!

I agree. I woke up today and decided I was going to have a good day!
Have a good breakfast, go for a swim and explore the city.

It has been an AWESOME day. I got so much free stuff lol.
I went down the street to this smoke shop to see if I could find anything my fiance might like for cheap. The guy working there said I was the prettiest girl he has seen in over a year and wanted to know why the hell I lived in new mexico.

I told him my little horrible story and explained I was from CA. He ended up giving me a really nice $15 pipe for free!!!! He also sold me these earring I wanted to get for my fiance for $3 and it said they were $16.99 on the sticker. I was so thankful. He said it was the least he could do to make my trip better and no one as pretty as me deserved to be treated like that haha. It made me feel like the prettiest girl in new mexico. xD<3

I put $4 in his tip jar when he wasn't looking lol.
It was the least I could do for giving me $30 worth of stuff for $3!!

Then I went to this little store by my hotel to get something to eat.
Found a super big burrito for $99. I was like hells yes! I found this cool post card that was bent a little but I didn't mind and asked how much it was and he said I could just have it and to also pick out some chips and I could have those too. I was just like holy poop thank you so much!<3

Now I'm back at my hotel and I'm feeling awesome. Things turned out to be a little vacation and my mom said she is going to send me a little money to get her a gift from here too and to get a post card for every stop my bus makes because we are stopping in a lot of towns and she wants me to remember them.

<3