So lovely
I recently got a tablet with Clip Studio Paint in spite of having NO experience with art like EVER?! And I'm kind of regretting taking the plunge. Like I try to draw, and I get demotivated because I suck, then I look at tutorials to try and have the satisfaction of having done SOMETHING related to art that day, but get demotivated when my Dad's like 'Yeah you looked at tutorials but did you actually TRY what they told like you can't get anywhere if you don't actually DO'
And I mean he bought the tablet for me with his money so he has all the right to, well, make me feel demotivated again
It's just SO OVERWHELMING

I want to actually get somewhere with this...
Well for now I'll just look at tuts because I don't need the demotivation when I try to draw, and start attempting drawing when I'm more familiar with the software, but like IT'S SO HARD?!?! It's the hardest thing I've ever tried to do and sadly I actually care too much about it. //endrant and sorry for textwalling