Stumbled upon this thread just now. It’s a lovely idea! Think it’ll help ppl a lot.
Is there anything that’s off-topic?
Yesterday was really difficult. I had an anxiety attack which I don’t really have nowadays, it’s been years since the last one. I freaked out because of how my skin has become all oily and zits being back etc, and I know it’s because I’ve been eating the “worst” stuff like chocolate and candy and crisps in large amounts the last week (almost two). I worked so so hard to look good which I did before then. But the thing is, I’m over seeing my family for the summer and I can’t just stop eating here or restrict too much because I don’t want fights and my ED ruining everything. I don’t see them often so I want the time spent with them to be happy.
I’m gonna try cutting down on the chocolate etc but it’s like I’ve gone into a binge cycle. In a way I wish I wasn’t here at all so that I could just go back to restricting and clearing my skin up and lose some weight because I’m convinced I’ve gained since coming here. But at the same time I wouldn’t trade family time for anything in the world.
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