The day she has to survive on her own worries me. o3o,


The power is out here... I'm so happy I got a laptop when I did, and I can use my phone's mobile data for internet for it. I just can't watch videos.. eats up the data x'D
so bored!

Yeah same lol. I mean, there was a time where she rented out a room bc her workplace was too far. So I dunno how she did then. XD she seemed fine. Maybe she’s cleaner if she’s living somewhere else. XD

I gotta take out the garbage again lol. Like twice in 3 days pft.

How come power is out?

Amazing.. o3o


I have no clue, but a good chunk of my town was out of power. It's back on though. Funny thing is, the internet was out hours before the power went out x'D

Yeah so I’ve just been picking up after her lol. I don’t want to keep too much stuff in the drying rack, taking out the trash. XD I want to keep the place clean til the folks get back lol.

Lol I see. Glad to see your internet is back.

I'm glad it came back when it did. I wanted to be emotional support for a friend with the same issues I have. Anxiety and Agoraphobia... They were going out to best buy to get a new PC.

I was able to be there for my friend, and got the news that they ordered the PC and its gonna be shipped to their home! x3 They just have to wait a few more weeks for it to arrive. I'm like so happy for my friend I feel hyper. x'D

Lol ok. XD
Probably gonna have to do some laundry before my parents get home. They’re arriving back here at around 9ish I hear. Gonna do it around 7ish. So that they washing machine is clear when they get back to do their vacation laundry.

I need to clean the area around my chair soon.. =/ I have a trash can right here, and yet crap piles up regardless..

Lol I always throw garbage into my little trash can lol. I don’t like leaving stuff piled around. Not like my sister, who’s bed is just a dumping ground for clothes lol.

I throw stuff in my trash can and it still ends up on the floor.. I think Zeke does it looking for plastic to chew on.. =A=



Yesterday.. er Tuesday...

One of mom's ex boyfriends called... I saw him as a father figure when i was little, age 6-9. He taught me how to fish, let me shoot his air pump BB Gun, got me a Gameboy Color and the Pokemon Blue game. He also had this horror game that I played, I couldn't remember the name of it for the life of me... I have the game now on steam, but still... at 7-8 years old and playing a Horror PC game.. x'D I'm still traumatized from this game, I can't play it. Haha.

He was separated from his wife when he was with mom... Living with "Pervert"... We met Pervert through him because he lived with the creep. Well his wife threatened him, said she'd take his house if he actually divorced her... and then she called the cops on him cause she knew he smoked pot. I remember that day because we were with him. I remember one of the officers that pulled us over say "hi" and mom spat out "No I ain't high! D:<" and they arrested him for the ONE joint they found in his van. Good thing we were literally yards away from our apartment complex when they pulled us over. After that he went back to his wife. Cut all contact with us.

Mom said she got in contact with him once a few years ago. But then he never called again after that... Called Tuesday looking for her. I had to tell him she passed last year. He said he'd keep in contact with me, just he didn't want his wife to know. Said he always saw me as a daughter.. which is weird because Pervert always said he hated kids and that it was Perverts idea to get me the Gameboy and games and the other things.

Hard to tell who to believe... I mean.. Pervert is a predator, and D (just gonna use his first initial) is a flakey person.. Never messaged me like he said he would, and I'm not really going to hold my breath over it. Now that he knows mom is gone, I'll probably never hear from him again.. heck... I never thought I'd hear from him to begin with.


It was so strange.

I can’t stand seeing stuff on the ground lol. If I miss, i go back and throw it away. Even if I’m not at home lol.

That’s…so weird lol.