I haven't talk to her in over a decade, probably. Her and my friend Chris were my besties since kindergarten.
People tell me to talk to them - they're both on Facebook.
My mom even talks to Chris.
But to me...They've got successful lives and I don't.
I'm tired of meeting up with people and having them ask me "So where do you work?" or "What have you been up to?"
I'm disabled, something I didn't have control over, but I hate being asked that.
I HATE it. It makes me feel inferior.
And people always tell me not to feel that way and people love me and want to talk to me, but I can't get over the way I feel xD
I've tried and I can't do it.
Make no mistake, I love him. I always have. And he keeps asking me to add him on Facebook and send him my art. But we think way too differently and I don't want to add him.
I don't add people like family and family friends, except my parents, because I don't want them to see the real me or have our beliefs mess up our relationships.
I've been considering it. My mom mentioned seeing some spray bottles we could use.
Well, I mean...I haven't seen Samson in months. I don't know what happened to him. I don't know what happened to Pumpkin either. I hope they're somewhere safe. I'll never know and it drives me nuts 8u