It's hard for me to tell if I'm right to be anxious or not.
Because I know anxiety is good sometimes, but mine is just constant.
Like when we went to the store, these people were right in our personal space.
This other man kept looking over at us too.
Me: Why are they so close!? Are they going to rob and or kill us when we leave!? Is that man in on it!? They're all working together to rob and or kill us!
Seems like nonsense, so I try to talk myself down but what if my anxiety is right? What if it's wrong? BUT WHAT IF IT'S RIGHT?
I don't like too much attention on me. A teacher traumatized me by doing that once.
It makes it hard to take commissions too.
I want to make money by selling my art, but I don't want a lot of attention on me xD
And I can't handle compliments or people being too friendly with me.
It sends me into panic mode and I have to distance myself.
I always like to sit at booths. I guess because chair and tables in places are out in the open and a booth feels safer.