@Zia: Yeah, it would be nice to do it, but he'd have to take a vacation, and I suppose he wouldn't want to take it while still being on his trial period (I think it will be ending at the end of this month, not entirely sure), then he wouldn't want to take it straight after he gets a permanent contract (which we believe he will, and we're hoping for a slight raise to his salary, so *fingers crossed*).

I've talked to my grandma about this offer, and she actually agreed with me, that's it's too risky to go there with all the no per diem, unknown localization of the apartment, and the overall Greek mentality being like "if you have to do something today, but can do it tomorrow - do it tomorrow, at the same time doing other stuff the new day will bring, and remember to always do stuff last minute", plus the stress of all the travels. She said it's not worth it, and I'm happy that finally someone agreed with me XD

@Raine: Lol, I'm exactly the same with travels. Even taking the 15 minutes by train to my dad is an adventure. Not mentioning going new places.
I'm sure I'd be a threat to everyone, including myself if I had a drivers license

Yeah, it's just too much 1) travel stress (first time flying, alone QAQ); 2) new place/people stress (fear ofgetting lost, and I need a long time to get used to people); 3) uncertainity stress (because #Greeks). I know from experience they might not tell me something essential and they'll tell me it when I'm already there, and I'll be doomed. And I don't want to be in a part-time-long-distance relationship. Not that I don't trust Ash or myself, but I'll just wither without him for so long even with all the Skype things and such Q///Q
So I'm looking for some job offers, but I think it's a really bad time of the year

Ooh, yeah. I definitely wouldn't risk it.

Hey! I agreed with you.

Lol, yup, you did XD I meant familt members tho, even Ash was telling me to just go for it, I felt betrayed But yeah, even here on Kofk, you and Raine were the only people who agreed with me. And then there's my granny XD She even told me a story from her life, when she met that Greek student, studying in Poland, and after a very short period of dating he already wanted into her panties. And when she denied, he said she's not gonna marry quickly. Which was true XD But at least she stayed true to herself and didn't cave. So that makes me feel kinda proud. It's also not the only story where she denies her V-card to a guy and so it's probably the only thing granny has ever been sure and consequent about. I wish she was like that with apologies: no apologies, no forgiveness. Jesus messed up her head tho, and she's more like "well, you gotta forgive no matter what"
Why did I even write that essay? "orz

Oh, and my (now ex-) boss called me this morning, said he spoke to his superior last night. He told him I'm not really interested in going to Athens, and asked him why he even wants me there. And apparrently, drums please, I was supposed to acquire clients for them Which is something I said a long time ago in this company that I will always refuse to do. So that's also what my ex-boss said, no way, forget it, she's not gonna be getting clients for you. So I got offered to start an economic activity and translate for them from time to time and to pick up their mail from the office once in a while. I'd issue invoices for them monthly and that's it. I could definitely have another job at the same time and it wouldn't collide as much. So now I just need to calculate the taxes stuff and see what I find out...

Haha, I figured you meant people in your offline life. Just giving you hard time.

Ugh. Reminds me of this one guy I almost dated. He told me I was the only person to not reject him and I was like, you're in your late 20s and you've never had a girlfriend before? So I'm like, why did they reject you? And he feeds me this line about how they're too cowardly for his ambitions. Like wat? :V
So I ask him what his ambitions are about. So he says he wants to help people and change the world with a woman who supports him. So I think, bingo. That's it. And I ask him, what if you were supporting her? Are you okay with being her side-kick, or at least taking turns being the side-kick? And he says, if he ever ended up being a side-kick to a woman he'd be forever ashamed. So I told him,
okay. Bye. And he told me, are you willing to throw away all we have because of this? Like, throw what away? We aren't even dating! We've gone on two dates!
So I'm like, I'm sure. And he's like, you'll never find someone if you run away from commitments like that. Well, joke's on him, because I've been with a very supportive guy for 3 years who's proud of me whenever my success overshadows his, rather than being ashamed of himself.

I mean, I do think you should always forgive. I don't think that's the same as letting them walk all over you over and over, though. Not that I follow my own belief. I can hold grudges like no one else.

Ah, geez. Well, at least now you know where you stand,
you aren't completely unemployed, and you can still work with them and find something else you can do.

@Zia: Lol, a story of a guy with too much of an ego XD He wasn't really looking for a partner, more of a slave who would always agree with him, do what he says and who he would bang once in a while. What a douchebag.

Haha, yes, "always forgive", but the other party should at least show some remorse if they've done something wrong XD Plus in my family, that's what it is: they let you spit in their face, they are mad for a short while, and then they forget about the whole thing, pretending like it's never happened. Dope, right? Nope, that's toxic.

@Raine:For holidays and parttimes are always easy to find, I'm more interested in a full time, and it's almost the end of the year, not really a good moment. The best moment of the year is spring/summer. Right now the year is ending, it's gonna be Christmas soon, new year's and so on. There are no interesting offers really.

@work: yea, it's nice, though I still don't have a contract signed with them and I'm still a bit in an unsure situation. I won't be startng my own economic activity, because it means paying a lot every month just for running it, and that's just inefficient for me. I offered other terms and they will consult their accountant. So hopefully I'll know something on Wednesday.

I have a job interview tomorrow, right about this time XD Not super interested and I don't think they will take me, but we'll see, depending on the proportions between translations and make-my-business-trip-shiny/follow-a-random-guy-through-the-internetz xD. It's only the first interview and I've been searching for 3 weeks? Something like that. This is one of the first offers I applied to. Not bad, right? o///o

I would probably yell at my dad for that if I were you. Like come on, make up your mind, that's one. Be honest, and why weren't you, that's two. And three, stop making me feel like shit, I'm doing what I can.

I'm supposed to leave in an hour for the interview and I'm surprised to see that I'm actually super nervous. Like, I don't expect much of that job, and it's not like I'm dying to get it, but I'm still nervous, even though the HR girl told me everything, what it will look like over the phone. I can't eat, I'm so nervous ;___;