Well, at least it's mild

Yeah, I'm fine, just pmsing-royal-bitch-complaining-combo-mode XD I was this close to actually yell at my boss today for asking me stupid questions For a tiny second I thought I would flip out...
Anyways, I just forget about drinking at home, so during the weekends I often get an infected bladder/uretra-thingy/dunne/whatevs/it-hurts-after-I-pee-dog-damn-it It's because I have not enough water in my system so my uretra hurts. Or something. Technically it's just my theory unconfirmed by any doctor (mem hates doctors), but after watching myself pretty closely, I say that's what's causing my bladder problems. Because whenever I get the infection - it's weekend. On weekends I'm home and don't drink much (if anything at all...). I ruled out running around with my butt naked, so that's not it
That all reminds me I should wander to the kitchen and have something to drink *goes away* *comes back* Okay, I gots me some water

I'm the type to usually like being alone. I'm kind of used to it, because I used to be home alone a lot in my life. Like older sister going out with her friends, dad drinking out (or in the kitchen lol with some drinking buddy or alone, who cares, technically someone was home, in reality I was alone anyways), and mom was always at work. I stopped inviting friends over because of dad and I didn't go out much because I was slowly losing friends and growing introverted. Then mom kicked dad out, then sister moved in with her boyfriend and I hit my puberty, mom constantly at work. I just sat on the PC all the time and grew so used to being alone all day that I was actually going insta-angry when I heard mom coming home. #teenagers lol
Right now I mostly spend my time with bf. But when he's not around, I either miss him or take a nice breather and enjoy being alone

How often does Kyle sleep somewhere else? I hate it when Ash sleeps other places. The bed feels cold and I have to hug his pillow to feel better... Yes, I'm addicted, sue me
Raine, that's manipulation! XD

Aww, then in that case I can definitely understand the bunny b-day Besides, hey, I love bunnies. They are awesome >w<

Ohmygosh, how!? *puts magical balm on Raine's foot* Poor you

I'm glad as well, after all today he let me go home and work remotely because of my stupid period being a meanie I mean, he's a nice guy and a good boss. I often imagined bosses are just dicks who think you're a machine for getting the job done and then don't even try to complain if they paid you less than they should. But he's my first boss and he's like super cool XD I mean, yeah, he can be annoying but I guess I'm just bad with people and they annoy me, it's in my nature XD

Haha, yea, maybe they should... I had a smartphone for a day (until bf decided it's not good enough for me and told his uncle to sell it off...) and immediately installed an ap that reminds you about drinking water. That droplet was so cute QwQ Anyways, it kind of worked and my hopes were up but then... yea, bf decided it's not good enough XD which is sweet, but also makes me feel detached from the world because everyone else has a smartphone, even older people and here I am looking like a grandma with my regular keybord phone XD
I drank a glass of water today,then half the glass (but it was with my period pain killer) and then a cup of cocoa. ... Yeah, I should go drink water now XD

Is that autumn blues that makes you feel so unmotivated or general depression-like state or what? I feel like crap lately and I wonder if maybe it's the autumn blues already -.- I have trouble motivating myself for anything as well.

Haha, sure you didn't mean, I'm just teasing you Manipulation isn't cool.

Oh dang, how do you walk?

Lol, maybe she was nice because she kind of liked you more than she'd care to admit while she's sober XD Yea, that's interesting indeed.

I didn't miss having one until I got one for that one single day, lol XD That's funny, right?
Aw, I can somehow relate, I got my first phone after my older sister and pretty late compared to my pears. But the most important thing was - I got it XD
The phone looks nice ^w^ but it's Samsung, right? Ash dislikes anything made by Samsung, he calls it Scheissung XD LOL But or me all that is the same
Oh, that's an interesting app, how did it work?
XD

Actually today was a challenge, as I was at home, so easier to forget about drinking. At work I somehow remember, no idea how. My guess is - the glass is in my eyesight and in my arm's range. At home I don't have a decent desk and usually no place to put a glass so it would be close enough and visible for me...
*uses healing touch on your headache* Uh, I wish it would work xD

Really? More energy in Autumn? o_O I get all sluggish and would gladly go into hybernation like a bear XD
I hope they will help you *hugs*

Aw, ouch, scary bank x.x *kicks the bank* Why didn't he tell you though? It's important to communicate especially about money-related stuff so people would know what they can afford But it's nice he wanted to cheer you up somehow ^^ Ash bought me a bouquet of roses after I defended my thesis, first flowers since forever. And bought me the MilkyWay's Magic Stars, and I felt REALLY spoiled XD
Lilies are poison to kitties?! I did not know that!

Oh uh... *is taken by surprise* I'm okay I think. Been dying in the morning, asked the boss to let me work from home, then bought cookies and ate half of the pack myself... stomach pain decreased significantly, I went to therapy and now I'm back home, last minute kofking before going to sleep in about 15-20 minutes But stomach still does not hurt, so I'm pretty happy about it. It was really hard to endure it this morning. Luckily the prescription pain killer works, so yea
And you?

Edit: I noticed I ate some letters up there, but I'm too lazy to make it better #lazyass

I missed the "on" and thought your boss was violent towards you so I was concerned for a bit. I'm glad it wasn't that bad.

What's the name of the anxiety app, if you don't mind me asking? It sounds very helpful.

@Raine: I don't get the apple hype either x.x For me it's a phone for snobby people XD I'm probably wrong, but that's my head's stereotype, you have an iphone, you probably care only about how expensive it was and you own that expensive shit -.- Oh well. For me the important thing is if it makes and takes calls, if I can text on it and since that one-day-smartphone, if I can install an app that would help me keep myself hydrated XD Yeah. And maybe it could make decent photos. But that's it I guess.

That app sounds really great! Though I don't think I'm having panic attacks nearly as often as to actually download it and use it But I approve of the idea o3ob

Lol, today at work I was so busy, that only after over half of work time passed and I realized I've only had 1 glass of water and 1 cup of tea... XD But when I got home, the first thing I did was to make the super-potion as I call it: water, ginger, lemon juice (freshly squeezed) and honey :) It's good to start drinking it again because I already feel there's a cold somewhere in my system, I legit feel it x.x
Loooool, I feel you, I always forget the most basic stuff when I'm really focused on something. Hence me getting dehydrated a lot XD I just forget about the whole outside world existing and do my thing, even if it means forgetting about going to the toilet XD Before you ask: no, no accidents, I do feel I have to go, but I keep telling myself the infamous "just one more" or "in a minute" and my brain gradually forgets about the need and I end up not going at all... Until I finish my stuff that is, then it's suddenly "whoah, that's the longest I've peed in my entire life!" (lol, not true, I'm a hold-it-in master XD) I forget about a whole bunch of other basic stuff as well, Idunno why I focused on peeing #plebs

That's kind of sweet he didn't want to make you even more worried QuQ

I'll keep that in mind then, I didn't know x.x I intend to have a cat in the future. That reminds me, yesterday Ash searched out pics of Turkish Angora cats, like on his own, because he felt like it. He's the "cats suck, dogs rule" type (at least on the outside). I was truly shocked, especially he said that race is gorgeous and he wants it XD #mindfuck
My plants die becaus eI'm plain bad with plants in general

Yeah, it was period related. I'm much better today :) I do have diet-sort of stomach pains sometimes tho. But after I figure out what food causes it, I just try to avoid it, to avoid going to a doctor and checking if maybe I'm allergic XD

Aww, sorry you'll be alone for so long again D: I'd visit you, but kinda can't XD But at least you'll spend some more time together before he leaves ^^