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Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets... Posted: Aug 18th, '17, 02:29 |
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Tatteredlion
Joined: Oct 19th, '16, 15:24
Posts: 87
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Mood: Defeated
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Spoiler You surprised me today by saying that you and our sister are going to the lawyer to draft up a rent agreement.... You know, I've never said I wasn't going to pay rent. Where did you get that idea? I am waiting on YOU to tell me how much you expect from me. If you don't tell me that's your fault. You are an odd one sister. You snarl at me over the dumbest of things. I don't have to answer to you for anything. I'm an adult...... You've always been such a nosy b, stay out of my business please.
I never wanted that darned wooden horse that you love so much. Yet you insisted I take it and even shoved the danged thing in my stuff. Now you've taken it out to put on the stairway? You give me a headache.... Why were you in my stuff? Why would you take that out to use as a decoration on a precarious shelf above the stairs? I just don't understand....... Plus why were you in my stuff in the first place? I know I asked that twice.. That's how much it's bugging me. Plus would it kill you to lock the door when you leave? How about turning off lights? You know how many times I've woken up in the middle of the night to find doors unlocked? I don't feel safe here. I am going to leave, I just need to pack and find a place. So your rental agreement will be worthless... So why waste the money?
I also know you took that sculpture. I didn't give it to you. I was trying to sell it. Plus do you even like the griffen chick? I didn't think you did. Plus why would it be in a box in the livingroom? That makes no sense at all. Well I found it (you didn't hide it that well) and I took it back. I may give you a sculpture that you actually like rather than that chick. I have a nice fox you will like. I don't know why I'll do this.. I gave you a really nice expensive sculpted castle..... Plus the scarves you took, plus the gift cards plus the gift card you took that was for me and dad. Great you "lost" it. Likely story..... To make up for it you take me out for a cheap dinner? The gift card was $50, the meal to replace it was less than $20. But I will give you the fox just so that you will not feel so jyped.... Even though I spent well over $200 on your gifts last year. You gave me a handmade card.
I'm so tired and cranky... my cat has spent the last 7 hours howling... I don't know what for. He decided in his old wisdom that he didn't want his water bowl in the bathroom anymore so I moved it to the kitchen. Well he now wants it back in the bathroom. He's had food and water, his litter box is clean. He doesn't want out. Seriously he isn't letting me sleep and I'm just so tired. So I know in 20ish minutes he'll get his canned food, he'll want out and he'll leave me alone finally. I hope I can get a bit of sleep..... I hope he isn't going to keep doing this....
This darned event. I've thrown so many balloons and just about everyone has dodged. XD It seriously is getting frustrating but I do see the humor in it.
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Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets... Posted: Aug 24th, '17, 05:12 |
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Sunlight
Joined: Mar 5th, '12, 03:50
Posts: 3792
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Mood: Reflective
Website: http://kofk.de/memberlist.php?mode=viewprofile&u=13052
Location: Within the Looking Glass
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Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets... Posted: Aug 24th, '17, 12:08 |
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jacobgrey
Joined: Jun 27th, '10, 20:26
Posts: 10677
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Website: http://www.rhiannondaverc.co.uk
Location: England
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Just come up with a price you want to pay already so I can get possibly the most exciting project of my life underway. If I waste all this time and you don't want to buy I am going to be so pissed.
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Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets... Posted: Aug 25th, '17, 14:06 |
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Tatteredlion
Joined: Oct 19th, '16, 15:24
Posts: 87
Hugs: 1095
Mood: Defeated
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Spoiler I seem to be running around in circles.... I'm back to the whole why doesn't anyone like me? Is it because I'm quiet most of the time? I'm very generous both with my time and with actions. People have learned that if you bug me enough I will give you the shirt off my back just to have some peace. I try to help people out any way that I can... and yet I'm so alone. I guess I'm just too needy.
The other day Mog Station put on a sale. Their wedding packages are much cheaper now. I want the mount from the wedding but you need to find someone to marry. All of my friends are either married or they've stopped playing. So I said to a group that I'm in "I wish I could find someone to marry in this game." Silence greeted me, then in the infinite wisdom of the mentor network... one person said "Marry your retainer." Ah gee thanks for that recommendation. I will keep that in mind.... I'm pretty sure that's something you can't do. I would marry an alt but you can't play two at the same time. XD Plus my computer would probably blow up.
Now I'm wondering why I'm even bothering to play. No one wants to be there anymore. My friend who was playing regularly hasn't been on in days. If his wife signs on she just ignores me. I'll talk to her and silence. I wonder if she ever wonders why I never even say hi to her anymore. Her husband decided to progress through the story at his wifes pace. Problem is it takes her years to go through the story. Now I'm sitting at level 70 in i316 gear with nothing to do and no one to do it with. I've even asked if anyone wants to do anything in mentor and in the linkshells I'm in. No one wants to do anything with a dps. They want a tank or healer. I'm not a good tank or healer. I can try but I can't promise anyone will live through it.
If I transfer to another server a few friends went to maybe I'd be happier but I have a feeling I won't. :( That server isn't newbie friendly and I don't think I will transfer. I'd probably just start over again with an alt.
Maybe if I buy two of the bracelets (wedding packages) I could send one to a friend if they ever agree to an in game marriage.... There is a problem with that as well. You can only have one on you at a time. So I'd have to send one to someone else. I can't send it to an alt as you have to be friends to send it and you can't friend an alt.
I think to save myself from this problem I will just stop playing. It's a shame to waste my sub but all I've been doing is pvp. I don't even like pvp..... No one to play with is just sad and lonely. I do solo play... but I at least like someone to talk to. What hurts even more was when a few others of my friends played they would just ignore me. I'd ask if they want to do anything but no reply. :(
I'm so lonely and depressed. I just want a friend again. It needs to be someone who can look past the oddness of going between clingy and wanting to be left alone sometimes. I adore my friends. Please please come back and pay some attention to me. I don't need constant attention, just every once in awhile say something to me, play with me. That's all I want. :(
Ah interesting.... I've been headhunted, but it's for a job I just don't want. I want out of customer service and being a manager really doesn't float my boat. I will think about it but I think I will decline the interview.
My favorite place to order for food has been messing up my order so many times. I'm tired of it. Now today not only did they mess up my order they overcharged me by over $2. Well I guess that's enough. I won't be ordering from them anymore. I need to start eating better anyways.
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Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets... Posted: Aug 25th, '17, 16:04 |
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jacobgrey
Joined: Jun 27th, '10, 20:26
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Website: http://www.rhiannondaverc.co.uk
Location: England
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Perspective is a bitch.
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Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets... Posted: Sep 1st, '17, 15:36 |
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Tatteredlion
Joined: Oct 19th, '16, 15:24
Posts: 87
Hugs: 1095
Mood: Defeated
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Spoiler Why after my alignment does my back and head hurt so badly? Sure you fixed the pain in my hip... thank you, thank you, thank you for that. I can almost walk without pain. Problem is my head is literally splitting from pain. It has been since yesterday and my back is too.
Also why take it personally when I tell you that I can't afford to see you twice a week? I paid for that adjustment, that was fine... and NO you didn't go over the price the night before at your lecture. Lucky for me I had the cash on me. You didn't have to explain the price for that adjustment, I know how much you charge now.... Maybe I'll find a way to cough up $350 and some odd dollars for multiple visits but still that's so much. Plus if I leave feeling worse again I will most likely not be back....
Screw my sister for forcing me to go. I'm mostly doing this to make her happy, you have no idea what it's like to have her as a sister. But really you didn't have to belittle me over the fact that I said I can't afford to see you twice a week. I realize I'm a mess and that I'll need multiple treatments. Thank you for telling me something I already know. Plus honestly I have taken biology and chemistry, I know everything you are already telling me in your condescending tone. You say the brain controls everything? Really? Well no duh.
I will suck it up for now but I feel like I'm kind of trapped into something I don't want and am paying for it through the nose. I just pray that next time you won't be so snarky. :/
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Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets... Posted: Sep 3rd, '17, 10:09 |
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AutobotDen
Joined: Apr 28th, '12, 07:41
Posts: 1923
Hugs: 25751
Mood: Wear a mask, Save Lives!
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Spoiler You need to get help. Your drinking has been problematic for years,
as has your smoking. It's starting to feel to me like if I ever do get married,
I might not have you there to walk me down the aisle, and that isn't what I want. But I can't tell you to get help, because you're stubborn and would throw a fit about things.
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Wishlist items at current:
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Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets... Posted: Sep 4th, '17, 12:04 |
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Tatteredlion
Joined: Oct 19th, '16, 15:24
Posts: 87
Hugs: 1095
Mood: Defeated
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Spoiler What a wonderful start to the day.... My lovely cat decided to jump up onto the bed with a loud meow. Okay not much new. Problem is my leg was in the way. He scratched me so badly that I bled everywhere. Blood soaked through the sheet to the mattress. There was a trail of blood from my room to the bathroom and it took awhile to stop the bleeding. I can feel it already I'm going to end up with cat scratch fever, hopefully nothing worse.... I have a feeling everything is going to go so well today. Mondays.....
Well I was right. My sister is over here right now bitching at me. I just can't do anything right. I feel bad that I missed the garbage when I changed the bandage. I didn't notice as it was behind the pail. I can't take this anymore. I know I'm the worst person ever and my sister is "nice" enough to rub my nose in it as often as possible. I've given up. I'm seeing a chiropractor I can't afford nor do I like all to keep her happy. I just don't know what would make her happy anymore. I want to just disappear.
Then there are the messes other people make that are blamed on me. Including my sister. Actually most are from my sister. But snark snark snark it's all I hear from her about what I do wrong.
I get blamed for everything... no matter how not true it is.
I'm freezing, my head hurts, my leg still hurts and I managed to make it bleed again when I changed the bandage. I can't handle her today.
Why did I mention the charge on the bill? My sister had a freak out when I asked her not order anything from Direct TV. She then blames me for an empty bank account. One I never had access to. So I have no idea why she's bringing that up.... I never paid anything out of my dads bank account. She thinks I did? I don't know why. I never even knew about the bank account. I knew about one, it had $30,000 in it... Where she got that I knew about others I have no idea. She also is saying that I never gave her cash for anything that they bought for Dad. I did, I don't know why she's saying that I didn't. I gave her cash almost every single week. I just don't understand her.... Why do I put up with this shit? I need to get away from her.
Wow is she ever on a tangent today. She's still going on and on. I wrote that more than 3 hours ago...
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Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets... Posted: Sep 5th, '17, 10:59 |
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Alith Anar
Joined: May 9th, '10, 19:29
Posts: 434
Hugs: 9202
Mood: Tired... *yawn*
Website: http://www.etsy.com/uk/shop/MissMoonshinesMakes
Location: England
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Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets... Posted: Sep 5th, '17, 13:54 |
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Kimiko
Joined: Oct 25th, '11, 14:55
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I never feel good enough... I feel like I'm always having to nag at you to do even the smallest things for me that would make a world of difference to my life, but you can't even do that for me... I don't want to be here anymore but there is nothing I can do about it... You have trapped me by getting me pregnant when I wanted to leave the first time and now you've got out a loan for her to go to nursery full time I feel even less like I could leave you... You are so angry all the time and you take it out on me and our daughter when it isn't even our fault... You need to get yourself sorted out but you won't talk about it properly and just keep bottling everything up. I am scared to be around you and I'm scared for our child. Please don't make this any worse than it already is...
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