Well, the way I got Kira was that my sister in law sent me a picture of her on facebook saying she'd found her under her van that morning and did I want it because they had three cats already. I have three cats already also but she didn't know this since two of them are hider monkies and never say hi to anyone. Anyways, of course I was going to take the cat - she told me it was a boy and I didn't think to question it. Also, when I looked it did appear that there were little beans back there but it's just her coloring.

When I took her to the vet for the first time the vet also didn't mention anything so I again didn't think to ask. This time however, the vet looked closer and discovered there were no beans back there, just girl bits.

I think since the kitten was probably 5-6 weeks old when she was found..it was still kind of hard to tell probably.

Thank you for the happiness :] I go in in three weeks for a final ultrasound but who knows if i'll even make it to that. I have to see the doctor weekly from here on out and my final appointment is on my due date and the doctor says that if I haven't gone into labor on my own by then that she'll induce labor. I'm anxious and scared, it's going to hurt but I can do it. Many, many, many other women have and many of them have been less prepared and or just weaker than me or in worse situations. I just have to tell myself these things so I know I can do it.

Haha, that explains it That's a funny story.

Of course you can do it! You can and you will because you're healthy, your little girl is healthy and everything is going just fine You need to turn into a huge positiveness magnet, no need to draw negative thoughts now.

It must be why all her names wouldn't stick. Also my father in law kept calling him a her and I had to correct him all the time. He must have known!

Alright, need to go back to sleepies. I'll work on turning into a magnet, lol! :P

Lol, that's ironic

'Kay, night-night~! Just think positive Of course stay alert and aware of all the dangers, but don't let yourself hover over all the negative thoughts, otherwise you'll draw them on yourself
Lol, that's sounds superstitious, but it's kind of what I believe (still working on it myslef tho )

It's not superstitious! It's how it works. I think anyway. I'm doing my best but I tell you what - i'm sleeping better now and wow..what a difference that makes.

Haha, I'm glad I'm not the only one thinking so
Good sleep is the base for everything else working well, so that's no wonder, I'm glad you're sleeping better lately and hope it will remain so

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I'm not positive either, that's why I'm trying to be less negative and stop the negative thoughts when I can, because it feels they only bring more negativity into my life

I try that but it doesn't work that well

so I just avoid the topic in my head..=/ as hard as that can be

Try more I don't feel it helps much either, but I keep trying, because I believe it will help eventually

Avoiding your own thoughts can be difficult x3x