One of my best friends in the whole wide world is going through a rough patch right now, and I want nothing more than to fly out there, swoop her off her feet like the Queen she is, and carry her away to somewhere as beautiful as she is, so that she can forget all of this negativity for awhile. She just moved far away from her home state to start a new chapter in her life, and it's not turning out to be all she hoped it would be. And it kills me to see her so disapointed. She deserves to be surrounded by as much love and trust and respect and joy as she gives me every day she is in my life. And it seems like she is meeting opposition at every turn. She deserves the world. It kills me that I don't have the money to fly down there and whisk her away to somewhere better. And we're both super bad at communicating, so it's really hard to tell how bad things really are, and if she's really okay. I miss my bestie so much. I just want her back. I feel like we've really lost contact during uni. In high school, we used to talk every day, and text each other for hours every night. When we were in uni, I was lucky to see her once a semester. And now that we've both moved away, it's harder than every to keep in contact. I know our lives just got hectic, and we'll always be friends, but I miss my friend so much. She was my lifeline for so long. It's so weird to not have her in my life anymore. And now that we live in different countries, and she's engaged and doing her Masters, and I'm traveling, I feel like we live very separate lives now. I don't know if I have a place in her life anymore. I just don't want to drift apart...
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I think I'd rather stay in bed today.... 
