Because she has 2 herniated disks in her spine
and she can't do anything around the house because of the pain
So that's were i have to pull on my big girl panties
and assume the place of temporary mother
because my dad and 2 bros
won't feed themselves
so i have to do all the cooking/cleaning/washing/drying/folding etc
i even help mow the lawn

See...my mom is also facing her 3rd surgery to see if this one will
finally heal her and she could be normal again. Because the other 2
were performed by retarded mediocre with degrees, so they didn't
help at all....we are hoping that this one will.

But in the mean time no time for job when i became a full time
caretaker.

Yep...life's a bitch
Plus my dad rarely has time to teach me how drive so it's not like
i can go anywhere. he doesn't let me learn from anyone else either.

Life's a REALLY big bitch

I'm glad someone understands C:
trust me i have enough of that frustrated anger to give out
and then some

it's the will of my mother for them not to do anything
she says it's a women's job....and men can't be doing them on their own
as long as i' alive and well to do them
you know ....cause it doesn't matter that i have practically no life
and i can't take the job as a salon receptionist to get my independence
going or anything....no
i have to stay here.....play nursemaid for my grown-ass brothers
e-e
and maybe hoping, dreaming
to learn how to drive that damn car without killing anyone

*heavy sign*
i don't hold much of a grudge on my mother or father
my father works pretty hard for us.......and my mother is in pain
how can i say no?

Oh it's quite alright Meredith darling.......it isn't your fault
it isn't anyone's fault......just how life is at times

KofK is pretty much all the fun i get to have
apart from drawings sessions here and there
questing for those themis wig/cloaks/red-thornless items etc gives me something else
to think about other then what i'm going to cook x'D
i actually updated my wishlist....>.<....i didn't know how many more things
there were for me to want hahha

hahahah mooching bastards >.<
I know right? i am the oldest...but they're pretty damn old themselves
already....
My mom specially cuddles my little brother....which is turning him
into a huge prick. I've stopped doing most of his shit now. Cause your right
they can do them all by themselves...hell the only people that really
need a little more TLC with their stuff is my parents because...well you know.
BUT THEY'RE GROWN AS FUCK >8U....DO YOUr OWN SHIT.
I had to confront my mother about it because she was giving me trouble
with understanding that i was through doing stuff for them
when they could perfectly do it themselves.
It's their own damn mess for peace sakes...they should clean it.

You almost made me cry when i read your post <3. it's nice to see/find that
a respectable young man as yourself that isn't sexist and feels pretty strongly about this. It's so rare to find .....really.
Thanks you for your concern C:...it means a lot to me <3

hehehe i finally but down the thornless set...which i've been questing
but apparently never put in
as well as some snow items :D....and a sensu...rose of sharon seps
huge hair ribbons...this cape that is claret that i really want
but hadn't seen in a while--Iware cloak
many many other things >.<

hahaha i bet Liej is a lucky man ;) <3

~clings back~
I love all my friends...they're always so nice and i love them to death <3
i wish i had a big RV so that i could just travel all around here and
meet all of them! :D
Sure you're young! hahaha xD

My mom apologized today.....first time in 13 years that's she's ever apologized. It took me by surprise too, i thought she was coming in
to argue up a storm..but no.<3 she says that she's sorry, and that
she shouldn't treat me the way she treats me because i am her only daughter
and i've never been anything but helpful. she says that it's the pain that's
changing her personality and that she doesn't mean it and that
she regrets every time she snaps at me because she knows it isn't my fault...............she says that she hadn't apologized any sooner because
it's hard for her to say that she was wrongs and to apologize.

I told her that i would love her no matter what....and it doesn't
matter how long it took to say she was sorry.....it just matters
that she told me <3. I told her that yeah....i had some resentment that has been building because of the way she was treating me but with the conversation we had....i could begin to forgive her.