Need some?
Try this baby. He's juvenile so the proportions aren't right at all, but you've got a clear shot of the wings. :)
http://i540.photobucket.com/albums/gg35 ... zarka2.jpgWhy would you? x'D
Why would you need fans...?
I'll see eventually, right, why would anyone care xD
Yeah, camping is bleh. I don't like to sleep outside of my own bed anyway.
And having nothing at hand. The dirty toilets too, indeed. I mean, if you stay there for a few days, you all have to take a dump, and first of all I hate doing that on top of someone elses masterpiece... better still I hate doing that anywhere else from my own cozy toilet, and where other people are around and everything, yuck! >>
I've never been much of a headbanger :')
I think the music nowadays sucks mostly, that's probably it. The bands I used to love have become weak and gay and the new stuff isn't much better either. Everything sounds alike and I don't like listening to the same thing over and over and over again. Eventually I found out that, for me, that whole rock / emo / gothic / whatever gay name they made up for the scene, it's all fake anyway. I stopped trying to fit in with the people into it because I kept failing and eventually found out that was because I simply don't belong there. Guess I got more serious as well. I actually try to achieve something nowadays. So I listen to music while working and traveling and stuff but the live shit just ain't my thing anymore.
Other than that it's the injuries... The bands I used to go to attracted the worst of audience. Those stupid bitch fangirls who literally go over dead bodies to get to the front. They bite, scratch, try to plant their elbows in your face, at An Cafe in Germany they almost strangled me with my own bag, like wtf. xD
I laughed my ass off at Thurisas when all the guys stood around me all protective because I'm just a little girl, they pulled me out of pits and everything, while all the time I was thinking "Wow this is relaxed, I haven't left my spot since the start of the show!"
At Fall Out Boy for example I'd have been punched in the back 7 times, dodged 3 elbows, saved my camera 15 times, been this close to being crumpled to death at least once, have 17 nail prints in my arms and a bite mark in my leg, and have moved a total of 20 km from the spot where I began. xD
It never got serious, but if I carry on like I did in the past, I will end up with a broken nose or ribs or anything >>
Then there's the loud sound issue. You know I'm struggling to get into flight academy, right? When I did my medical examination, my hearing got tested. Like many people my age there was a serious lack of response at a certain frequency. The music frequency. I can't allow it to get any worse, cause if it does, I might lose my chance of flying as an ATP. And I keep forgetting ear plugs when I end up at a gig anyway. xD
And I'm just tired all the time. My energy is just.... *floop*. :')
...wow I really am a dull, whining bitch. I sound like I'm in my 40s. x'D
Please forgive me, I'm tired and a little moody.