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 Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Dec 23rd, '09, 21:40    
violethearts97

violethearts97

Joined: Dec 17th, '09, 02:14
Posts: 1092
Hugs: 18474
I don't want to physically be around people. I just want to be left alone. Is that so wrong? I feel like a horrible person for withdrawing like this, but what I desire most is to have the freedom to explore my own mind and possibilities without the demand, bias, and insincerity of others. I just want someone who will except me for me.

Everyone is trying to make me into who they want me to be and they only seem to talk to me when they want something. However, when I have a problem, they're suddenly too busy, or worse, they just pretend to give a crap without actually seeming to care.

I guess part of this desire for solitude is from my anxiety disorder. I'm literally afraid of people. I really like to help people, but it's hard to be around them. I'm really conflicted.

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 Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Dec 26th, '09, 07:11    
Megami

Megami

Joined: Dec 25th, '09, 17:11
Posts: 23
Hugs: 490
Mood: Long time no see!
I sometimes worry that my difficulty with hating people who do awful things to me and the people around me effects my ability to actually love the people I care about the most.

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 Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Dec 31st, '09, 15:44    
Brootal Barbie

Brootal Barbie

Joined: Sep 19th, '09, 15:29
Posts: 7
Hugs: 625
I think I suffer form an undiagnosed emotional disorder, or something along the lines. I constantly think that there is someone else inside my head, I talk and reply to myself constantly and I think that ever one's trying to kill me, and I've been drawn to the occlusion that I should kill/harm that person because of it. I don't trust anyone anymore, and I'd rather never have any human contact again in my life. So I try to make people hate me, I try to be as horrible to my parent and peer's as I can be, without physically harming
them, but it just doesn't work. I'm scared to tell anyone because I know they won't accept me, or will try to change me.

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 Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Dec 31st, '09, 18:48    
mercu

mercu

Joined: Dec 19th, '09, 23:17
Posts: 34088
Hugs: 82801
Mood: anxious
Location: wonderland
Sometimes I wish I could just disappear from the lives and memories of certain people because knowing them, being known by them can be a burden and I'm too much of a coward to say it to them.

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underneath it all, we're just savages
hidden behind shirts, ties and marriages

i'm not afraid of god
i am afraid of man

you can keep the last of me
i don't care, i am obsolete
you have seen the last of me
wring my neck, i won't feel a thing
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 Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jan 3rd, '10, 03:51    
Awen Moonshine

Awen Moonshine

Joined: Jun 11th, '09, 11:40
Posts: 252
Hugs: 2923
Mood: Purple
Location: In a cardboard box somewhere in England...
My auntie has moved back in with my nan so if i get kicked out of the place i'm staying then i've now got nowhere i could go back to... Not only that but it also means that her and my uncle are not together anymore after being married for about 8 years... I don't know what to do... I've just had to spend a week with my family, pretending to be happy and now that i'm home again i'm starting to have suicidal tendancies again... I'm worried for my safety and worried that my control on the other personalities is weakening... I feel like i don't know who i am anymore...

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 Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jan 4th, '10, 11:40    
absynthe

absynthe

Joined: Jul 19th, '09, 23:00
Posts: 37
Hugs: 2878
Location: where the streets are paved with gold . . .
For the first time in these past three years . . . I feel utterly useless and alone.

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 Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jan 4th, '10, 13:00    
Edea Sorceress

Edea Sorceress

Joined: Nov 12th, '08, 17:07
Posts: 566
Hugs: 10986
Mood: Indecisive - Wait, is that even a mood? Oo
Website: http://www.jigokutushin.net/
Location: Hell
Why is it so hard sometimes to ignore the stupidity of some people? D=
I want to kill something.
Ah well.

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Inactive.
Send me a PM if you need help with your quest (of all kinds).
I'll see what I can do. I'm not some godmother fairy, though, so don't expect much, 'kay?

"More dangerous than anger and hatred is indifference.
Indifference is not a beginning, it is an end - and it is always the friend to the enemy."
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 Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jan 8th, '10, 08:30    
giraffie

giraffie

Joined: Oct 20th, '08, 02:16
Posts: 535
Hugs: 26662
Mood: let's play a love game
I'm just too tired.

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 Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jan 8th, '10, 15:43    
Tortilla Bandit

Tortilla Bandit

Joined: Jan 8th, '10, 06:12
Posts: 194
Hugs: 7169
Mood: Bored and indecisive...
I am so terrified of the future. I don't feel any different now than when I was twelve. If something terrible were to happen, I don't know what I'd do.

Also, I'm still in the anime closet :mcsad:

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 Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jan 13th, '10, 02:21    
OrangeCookie

OrangeCookie

Joined: Feb 11th, '09, 00:31
Posts: 72
Hugs: 11865
Mood: Summer
Website: http://orangekittens.tumblr.com/tagged/artartart
Location: United States
I had depression once.


i was addicted to drugs ("technically" XD) they were children multi vitamins XDXDXD



i was addicted to porn once

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