I'm not going to join anymore charities for a long time.
With the exception of a good friend making one and inviting me.
I only go there for the conversations and games.
I never even ask for anything unless I throw some materials out there and usually other users help me with them and not the charity owner, with the acceptation of agi, and ninja.

Like dood, just because you run something doesn't mean you can treat others like shit because you disagree. Then they edit everything they say to make it sound nicer and have all their followers run and tell me how much of a bad idea it is too after the conversation has already ended.....

I wish I could just get over this omg! X_X
But it makes me mad that I spent a good amount of time there and didn't even walk away with one friend. Like no one wanted to take the time to get to know me and I'm on all the fricken time.

It's depressing.



I feel like a could smoke a bowl and sleep the whole day away. I'm lonely especially because my fiance is at work and it's just me and the kitties and even they are asleep lol.

hold me lol
I need all the cuddles~ Q_________Q <3


Smoking weed is like the only thing that helps with my depression.
Although I have heard it can make some people more depressed but I really think it's the different type of pot you smoke because I have had some where I was like holy poop what is going on I'm trippin and had weird thoughts I would normally never have. @~@
But usually I get some shitty shake and it just keeps me relaxed.
I agree they should make it legal and tax the hell out of it. Then I can walk down the beach with a joint instead of a cigarette lol.
XD

If you do ever try it just make sure it's a low grade aka "shitty" so you don't get super high and you just feel calm and then eat something and experience the magic of food hahaha<3

I never liked any food when I was younger, just bread, fruit, and butter hahaha. But once I started smoking all of a sudden I like a lot more food and if hungry and high enough will eat almost anything!

Yesss ~rolls arouund in all the cuddles~


Oh man, then yeah it's probably best not to do it then lol.

Haha well thanks<3 xD
I plan on quitting once me and blake decide it's time to start a family.
Don't want to be high around my kids. Maybe smoke once in awhile on vacations away from them hahahaha.

Yes it is! You don't even have to smoke it you can eat it lol.
xD
Put it in some brownies or cookies or pudding <3

Yeah, it's probably in your DNA, although it might not be but I wouldn't want to risk it either.
>.<

Yeah I want to be totally sober around them. I want to try and be the best mother I can be. I'm already saving up for private schooling lol.
The public schools around here suckkkk.


I really want to try and make hash brownies but I looked it up online and it seems all complicated @~@ so I'm like mehhh

Omg no!!!!
Be thankful you didn't. Like seriously! You're better off.

Unless it's like a good public school which I know there are some just nnone where I live lol. Just a bunch of druggies in the high school by our house.
X_X


It's not the same!!! xD