Kingdom of Knuffel

I don't know if it's nice, cuz honestly it get me in more trouble, but I always try to help the ones that ask me to, even if it means going an extra mile or at times even face some consequences.

Man, this is harder than I thought

ummmmm.

The more I try to do this, the more I realize that my "nice" things are just an absence of bad things, which isn't the same as being positively nice.
Uh.

Clearly I need to work on this.

Oh! Okay! I spend a lot of time cheering up family members and making them happy. That's nice, right? Even if it is entirely selfish because I like to see them happy?

Yeah, this one is kind of a hard one for me. But I think I will say that I always try my best. Well, ok, maybe not always, but usually/when it really matters. I'm not really one to half-ass things, be late, etc.

i've grown a lot over the years and learned things about myself i didn't know before. self discovery is a very fascinating thing and i've been better able to analyze myself and my actions and stop being so negative towards my flaws.

This is just an endless cycle of "This is nice about me," and "Not anymore, it's not." But anyway.

I have grown since the past couple years. I'm not the best version of myself that I've ever been, but I am very far away from the worst.

I have spent time on myself, trying to find out what I want, and I have a better idea of it now than a few months ago. I have made peace with my situation, for the most part, and I know how to not let it break me.

I also know how to take help from people, and that's kind of a big thing because I used to try doing everything on my own and used to lose my shit when things went wrong. Not very good for my self-esteem, as you can imagine.

Long story short, I'm a lot more "together" than I've been in the past five or so years. And I'm proud of me.