I feel you, I get so annoyed at living with my grandma, because I can't change anything XD I mean, my sister did allow herself to change
everything around at granny's when she lived there, but it was at a huge expense of stress and yelling and grandma was really miserable (but she's either too sweet or an idiot, because we had to
convince her to tell my sister off, it's sad, makes me angry at my sister just thinking about it). Although I do get annoyed at granny a lot, or at the things in the apartment, I still respect that it's really her space, not mine.
On Saturday granny wanted me to hang curtains after she washed them... So I had to take them off first... I noticed a spider on one of them (I'm arachnophobic - #traumatised)... then I had to hang them and, dog damn it if I didn't curse out the curtains AND my grandma for having them and being stubborn on keeping them instead of changing for blinds, and even cursed out my mom for sewing the curtains in the first place xD Thankfully granny wasn't home and bf completely understood :') Just... blind would be so much easier and the curtains are torn already, why do you still keep them? DX
But yeah, I can't wait until bf and I finally save enough money to get a loan for our own place