Kingdom of Knuffel

I have an adorable picture from her photo session yesterday but i'm having issues posting it. Maybe just this link will work?

http://imgur.com/a/rt4WF

It's large so be careful if you're on a slow internet.

Haha, fridges for everyone!

Aww Lily that's so sweet! Look at her sleeping

If only you knew! This little butt was so fussy for the whole two hours. I rocked her, fed her, cuddled her and then I would put her down and she'd scream. Eventually I left her in the basket and rocked her in it and had to use her binkie and we'd pull it out real fast, take some pictures before she started screaming..haha.

The girl was so patient but for 165$ for two hours of work I would be too probably.

I can't wait to see the other pictures. The other set up, she was on a white blanket with purple and pink flowers all around her. <3

She's going to be three weeks old tomorrow.....

Haha, she was a handfull then But at least she's really photogenic I want to see the other photos as well!

Wow, 3 weeks already, time really flies like crazy

It really does I still feel like she was just born this week!

Wow three weeks, I remember randomly opening and seeing that post not that long ago c: Wish her all the best and that photoshooting sounds like a great success!

Few days and she'll be a month - insanity. It's going so fast and honestly, I don't mind because she feels less fragile - but she can slow down anytime also, lol!

How are you guys? How are things? We've started to paint the house, well, Alan has. I stay home with Eli - it's long days right now but will be really great soon.

Hope you guys are well and thank you for all the kind words <3

Haha, if only they could slow down XD

Ooh, painting already, that's great!

I'm in a slight relationship crisis. But trying to keep it normal. Had a fight yesterday with bf, because I'm stupid and told him I'm sad because I'm not getting any younger, we're nowhere near owning an apartment and my biological clock is ticking like a time bomb -.- But he's unable to tell me when he wants to have kids, so I should stop asking. He wants them, with me, but doesn't know when. Period, the end of discussion for him. *sigh*

Eek! End of discussion, eh? Topic must scare him or something? Hopefully he just needs time to think and understands that a relationship is two people!

It probably does scare the shit out of him. I can't blame him, it's scary, but at least talk to me man x.x Today he told me he's glad I'm planning this stuff without him (as in, I said "I plan vacation with you, I plan having an apartment with you and I plan kids with you even though you don't want to plan that yet"), so I feel I'm on my own, and I don't really want to fraud an "accident" in the future just because he doesn't want to talk. I want him to want to talk, and he's kind of ignoring the fact I wanted my first child at 25 (gonna turn 24 in 2 months), even though he knows about it. For me it seems no matter what I want, he'll tell me he keeps it in mind, but in reality he wants to do things his way. And it scares me. But right now I can't afford to talk to him more about it.