Kingdom of Knuffel

Man.. I am having such a rough time today... or lately in general. ;__;
I've had to get used to kyle having a friend he hangs out with a ton, even though she's a girl and I get uncomfortable with how close they are. But I'm mostly ok now, and I do trust him. But he's been all emotional and depressed lately and I don't know what to do to help. ;A; I'm so worried. Plus like regular stresses of life on top.. and then my anxiety has been so bad lately. I'm a ball of stress and I am trying to keep positive and channel everything into getting art done.
ugh. I feel really lost. ;_; Sorry for the vent.

I agree about the negativity finding you if you dwell too much. I'm trying do hard to be positive so maybe some good things will happen to me.

@ Lily- aww. I've had cats that went through many name changes. Sometimes it takes a while for one to stick.

I've had to get used to the smoke smell because I am literally one of like 2..??? people in my whole family that doesn't smoke. I think it's only me and my cousin, but idek she might have taken it up. I even had like 10yr old cousins that were smoking.. =_= I have very irresponsible aunts..

I'm just glad kyle doesn't smoke anymore so we can kind of hide downstairs where it's not as bad.

@ Mem- oh no ;__; That sounds scary! jeez what will you do then?! I hate getting conflicting information. Like what are you supposed to do!

I also hear tiny sounds, but it's not as bad as my smell. I can usually ignore sounds, but smells just overpower me and give me headaches.

Do you know why he is depressed? I'm having the same with Ash lately. He went to one job interview, thought he did awfull and decided he's hopeless and he won't be searching for any better job because he has nothing good to offer. And I had to almost push him out to other job interviews. And then yesterday, he got called for more detailed position talk with that company where he thought he did awfull, so...

Guys are tough when they are experiencing strong negative emotions, just try to be there for him and support him. Even if you think it's nothing or it's small, he'll notice. At least that's how I'm doing with mine, then at the end he goes thanking me for support and I'm like "wut? I did nothin' but 'K o.O;" XD

Yeah, it's annoying @x@ Oh well, we'll live, we'll see. I really don't care right now, it's just one paper and I have all the stamps so I'm like yolo y'know X'D I'll just stick with the info that I should give it "in exchange" for the diploma and if that's not right, I'll blame it on the dean's office ladies XD

I've learned to ignore some of the sounds while living with bf's step-dad. I couldn't just cheekily go and turn his TV down like I used to do with grandma

But I also noticed granny is trying to keep the tv down as well, so that's nice.

Our weather gives me headaches

Wind, wind, wind, and storms. Even now I see storm clouds throguh the window, and it was sunny in the morning. Diablo windy (it blew me to the side x.x), but sunny at the least x.x

I'm not even totally sure honestly. He said he feels stagnant,
but he also doesn't want to do anything about it. ;_; I'm hoping he'll start to feel better after getting it all out? I think maybe he's been suppressing himself for too long and all the emotions are like 'let me out'
Whatever it is I hope he feels better soon. I am trying to support him as best I can. Trying to make adoptables and stuff to lessen his stress about money and I'm doing extra chores to try to keep things neat for him. :( sometimes it seems like everything I do just makes it worse. I was hoping some sleep might help him feel better, but he just woke up in the same state. ;_;

I feel bad for saying so, but it's also very stressful for me. I've been having bad anxiety lately and I'm super stressed, but I don't have anyone to talk to and with him like this my only support is unavailable. x_x So I feel very....
stretched thin. trying to take care of myself and him as well.

Ohh that's a good plan, hahaha. I mean there's a 50% chance it's right XD

Ahhh, I am lucky that loud tvs aren't a problem. I had to learn to deal with noise because of my brother. He used to have loud parties all the time and he'd play his music so loud that the bass knocked things off the walls.

He's much better now so it's mostly quiet here.

Our weather has been very very hot. But it was cold last night so I feel so good right now. =u=
It was windy a few days ago and it actually rained a little. but now it's just hot and dry again.

Well, if he feels stagnant, logically he would want to do something about it. But if he doesn't, then he has to let it pass. I don't know what other thing might help. I think your theory that he's been suppressing his feelings may be just the reason, maybe he's been feeling overwhelmed?

You have to support one another then. Be strong for both of you. Sometimes it seems unfair, but there's no other way. Remember you can always vent here and let the stress bug out

Exactly XD

I'm noise sensitive, everything can bug me, it's inconvenient x.x

We have full on storms, hurricanes, there was even a small twister in one of Warsaw's districts x.x Half the day it's sunshine with wind, then the sky gets all cloudy and we get heavy rain. Today it moved to another part of the city tho, so here's hoping.

It's cloudy and sorta rainy here :(

I want the sun back.

Funny, it's cloudy in here too. Not even a piece of sun ray ;/

it was meant to be sunny today too

Lol, weather is so unpredictable, it's like gambling

It's a second or third cloudy day in a row now. I don't like it

We had sun on weekend.. that was nice

=A= we had a good 2 days and then bf got depressed again.
He keeps saying hurtful things to me, but I'm trying to take it in stride. I feel really uneasy though. Like I can feel bile rising in my throat and I feel really sick to my stomach. ;__;
*deep breaths*

The weather here has been sunny and hot. Unrelenting really. It's 12:30 at night and it's still hot out.

I'm not sure if I should draw or try to sleep. But I don't feel good about anything right now.... ;__;

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