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Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Sep 26th, '12, 09:45
by absynthe
I hate her. I have no reason to, but I do. I hate her.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Sep 27th, '12, 08:08
by bluejay2000
but... what if we really won't get along? or I screw up again?
what if I'm kicked out of the house?
I don't think I'm ready for that, physically, mentally, emotionally.
overflowing money won't help me, either.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Sep 28th, '12, 01:44
by DrNena
My mental issues are much worse off then just bipolar, but I'll never tell anyone.. I often have blackouts where I harm myself and don't remember.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Sep 28th, '12, 07:59
by bluejay2000
I hope Jesso's not really bipolar. I know he doesn't want to see a therapist, but I wish I could help in some way that would benefit him and his relationships with... Everyone. Including his evil mum.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Oct 13th, '12, 14:56
by Celestial Wolf
She wants to commit suicide, leave her kids forever.
Simply because she does not see them reach her expectations.
I don't want to be mistreated anymore.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Oct 14th, '12, 22:10
by Holly
I tried to kill myself on the 10th of September. It's been almost a year since I last tried, but my friends asked so much from me. I can't give them everything... or anything. My depression has gotten worse recently... I stopped eating, maybe lost a stone or 2. I don't care but I want help. I help everyone else too much and when I turn to them they just laugh and say I'm overreacting. Can't they understand... I told them I had depression, they claim they do too then go on to call me a liar. I see a a doctor for help... I suggest it to them and they say they don't need it. Should I believe them. I ask them questions for help, but.... WHY? I talked to one in front of their parents, they said their parents knew and they were getting help. They start shouting over the top of me to stop me speaking, their parents look confused. I run off crying. Are they lying to me? Is depression and accessorie? Help.......
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Oct 15th, '12, 07:00
by moonlight_sonata
I don't want to feel lonely. I wish I can someone to go out with and feel special. I wish I was more pretty and smart.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Oct 15th, '12, 11:24
by Celestial Wolf
I wish he were more encouraging. But then, somehow, I know how fake that will feel. Either way, he's already putting up with me and my random antics. I can't ask him to go on to talk to me all the time. I wish I could though, and it makes me feel a bit ashamed.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Oct 16th, '12, 03:24
by Moi
I.Don't.Want.To.Smile.
Please stop asking me to do it.
My face remains neutral and that's how I like it.
I shouldn't have to force myself to smile just to please others.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Oct 16th, '12, 12:19
by Celestial Wolf
I'm a quitter. I want to quit school, go do what I want to. It makes me sad when I see my failing report card, but I have no motivation to try harder. She always forgets her promises, always takes my rewards away, ruins them. Why should I try just to satisfy her?