I can't blame people for being scared of the police, considering sometime ago there was a report in Wisconsin that there was a fake cop going around stopping women at night. How can people not be scared of cops even with things going on today? It's kinda hard not to be scared of them.

With how things are going, cops being taught how to handle different mental illnesses would be a good idea but I don't think they would. That would take a long time to teach everyone but they might not, not because of time, but because of the cost to hire someone to teach everyone and in the areas where most crime seems to happen, I don't think they would. Though they would have an excuse that might work, can't afford to take too many cops off the streets. Though they might even work that out. But in other areas where racist cops seem to be it's never going to happen.

Read something yesterday about a guy who died after being arrested in the car on the way to the station. I guess this happened a year ago and his wife wants charges against the cops. But the thing is... this station has been under investigation for like 10yrs I swear the article said. I could be wrong. But it was a long time. One woman had her head slammed into a bench by a cop and it split open. This man I spoke about people said he was dragged by his arms into the station and they did nothing. No report was ever released. Not even the autopsy was released. No one knows how he died or anything. He complained of not being able to breathe and I think 2 other things (my anemia is kinda kicking my ass right now so pardon my brain failing me alot). The article mentioned about 3 other cases of people being abused by this one station. I can't remember where it was to save my life. But besides the woman who's head was split open there was another woman who got badly hurt because of the cops as well.

Kinda messed up that in some areas you are screwed no matter what because the cops in that entire area are ones to stay the hell away from. And since they are cops it's hell to get anything done to them. Ya some lost their jobs but I think it had to do with alot of press being on them for shooting someone of a different race. But I know cops are hard to get in trouble for them being actually bad.

Oh ya that station I mentioned, they had corruption accusations towards a bunch of the cops there 10yrs ago that is why they were under investigation for so darn long. And I guess the DA isn't even helping the situation. They are still deciding if they should do anything with that man who complained on the way to the station and died. I think it's a bit fishy that no reports came out yet about it. That kinda spells out cover up to me. Since everyone else who is killed in police company they had reports out within the next few days and this one, there is nothing. And considering it's from that bad of a station, I highly doubt any will ever be released. I have no idea if his wife knows how he died, but considering the tone of the article I don't even think they informed that poor woman.

Now that man wasn't exactly good, I guess he didn't report to a parole officer after being out of jail for stealing credit cards. So that is why there was a warrant out for his arrest and people in the comments said his fault since he was a criminal and if you tat your face... you're not worth much pretty much. I don't think he deserved it though. Who cares if your bad, still shouldn't die in custody. That is why we have the courts, but they don't do much to help anyone either.

With you having that guy come up to the car; I'd have more severe paranoia issues that I already do if that happened to me. My brain is broken and that is one reason I refuse to drive. We went to a store about 40mins away. I was reading the directions and I felt 3 panic attacks at different spots because of how the highway was because of construction. I knew for a fact that would be 3 accidents my fault that would of happened. So people like me can't drive and with how the world is... It's not safe for us either because if people found out about our brains... We might be in more trouble than it's worth for something we either can't control or if it wasn't even our fault, then we'd be blamed no matter what since our brains aren't "normal". Though my husband said our brains are the normal ones. The ones people say are normal aren't the normal ones. It's switched lol. I guess since there are more people out there with mental issues than there are with "normal" brains, whatever that even means.

I hope I made sense, brain kinda dead from lack of oxygen. Ugh I hate anemia so damn much. And summer is when the bitch goes wacko on me.

The prison system to me is just beyond screwed up big time. Small crimes that don't hurt people carry heavier sentences than the ones that do hurt people. Like years ago I heard pot possessions had a heavier sentence than killing some in different states but I forget which ones. That just doesn't make sense. Or those college guys who got off scott free for sexual assualt... I know the justice system works but at other times it just doesn't at all.

With me driving since I have a fear of all forms of transportation and my husband is the first and only person who didn't trigger fear in me while they were driving, driving for me is a bad idea. Got hit in my grandparents pickup truck at 6 by a semi and then when I was 13 with the same grandparents got hit by a stupid woman blonde who slammed on the damn gas pedal while trying to shoo off a bee out of her car from her open can of orange soda. Both times they got hurt and nothing happened to me. And the semi one makes no sense. And hearing your grandpa is having a heart attack while people are walking past you kinda messed me up. So I have always been aware that I'm not someone who should get behind a wheel. I don't want to test my limits and cause an accident which I have a feeling I honestly would and it would be because I freaked out. Especially if I had to drive next to a semi (that seems to happen quite alot).

I read about Venus and I didn't read the article, didn't want to take the chance of seeing people going off on an accident that who knows what happened.

And you are right. People have to live with what they did. Some might not have an affect but I bet alot of people actually feel what they did and have to suffer for what they did, no matter if it was an accident or not. I know there are people out there with hearts and feel that pain.

I'm kinda happy that those judges acted out in anger. I know some hate their job because they can't do too much because of the law and they have to follow the laws and have a limit to do a certain amount. I feel for them. I know their jobs aren't easy. Though I do kinda hate defendant attorneys. Only because I don't know which are the ones that don't care what their client did or who are the ones that hate having to defend this person for what they did and it makes them sick.

Ugh I need to go calm down. Someone got on my case on deviantart for uploading screencaps of Trinity Blood that I posted for people to use to create things and right now my stress is high since I'm dealing with trying to edit a 2hr long video of me playing a game and trying to cut it down to small clips to upload to Youtube. Ugh

I never cared about people with drug addictions. When I read Nikki Sixx's book I realized how much of a hell these people live in and started to feel bad for them. My so called dad I heard sold and did drugs so I grew up hating people who did them with a burning passion because of it. But now I feel sympthany for them since what I read in his book was... HOLY CRAP.

LOL what your dad said about being in accidents is kinda funny. My husband's mom constantly says to be careful when we leave her home. And when I first moved to Ohio I never realized how stupid drivers are here. Now I'm used to Ohio moron drivers... Just wished they weren't mostly women.. and blonde women at that.

I prefer judges to seem human and take their job seriously. Not like those psycho ones who blame people for something going wrong and not care about the person who was in front of them.

It was a rar of all the screencaps I took of TB and other animes. I seperated them by landscapes, places and objects (things I saw as being important to the storyline like in Basilisk the eyes of Oboro and Gennosouke). I have tried to do rendering... and it's hell especially if you have shaky hands like me. It's not easy but it's kinda easy to do. Just haven't uploaded them. And some of the screencaps I had to edit to remove words from them. Like the stupid japanese text that pops up in some of them. Removing words isn't easy because it can just duplicate the image around the part you are removing and it takes awhile to fix. Or you can't do it at all and just like... Ok I'll crop this image to a shorter height instead lol. My da is nialondo http://nialondo.deviantart.com/

I had to switch my name which was the beginning of my email... I never realized it was pretty much saying blowjob girl. I misspelled Bijou from the anime Hamtaro and kept it like that for several years and never noticed it until a few years ago. Had that sucker for over 17yrs now and I refuse to change it. TOOO much stuck to it that I would end up screwing things up especially since I have MMOs that are paid subs registered to it lol.

The problem with America's prison system is that it's for-profit. and inherently racist.

Moi, hehe thank you. You must of been the one that I got a noticifation as following me someone named Zombie I think, can't remember, I followed them back and gave a llama too as well.

Ya addiction is hell. After reading that book I realized how bad addiction really is and it makes you think hard about things like that.

Oh ya meth is a big thing here. Mostly heroin for sure in the surrounding area where I live. I heard about a lab blowing up.

>.> I feel for your friend. At least I don't use a part of my email for many things anymore. Changed those as much as I could.

I heard how ridiculous things are in prisons and you are right I wouldn't want to toss something I bought etiher. That is kinda sick. I feel bad for people in prison, mostly the ones who do small things or the ones completely innocent. I swear I heard about one person who got out of prison that was innocent, but was lost when they were released and did bad to get back in. All they knew which is sad but kinda understandable. I just wish they weren't for profit because more harm is ever done in that case.