Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Feb 17th, '12, 07:27
I secretly want to kill him for what he did to you..
I was the only girl who tried out who didn't make the team
I'm dreading school Monday
I'm dreading school Monday
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Feb 25th, '12, 21:02
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Feb 25th, '12, 23:54
I basically blew up at him like I did when he went to basic, i spilled out all those insecurities and everything and then I apologized because he didn't need that out in a foreign country i feel complicated like I don't know what will happen when he gets back I know he can't hold a grudge against me because that's the way he is..
So now I'm pretty sure during march I'll be calling him until he gets back.
Oh yeah I also haven't heard from him for 11 days now I feel like time gets slower because i keep waiting.
So now I'm pretty sure during march I'll be calling him until he gets back.
Oh yeah I also haven't heard from him for 11 days now I feel like time gets slower because i keep waiting.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Feb 26th, '12, 15:55
I want her out of my life. Gone.
I don't think I can handle another 5 months with her.
When I'm a room alone with her, I imagine myself killing her...
Yes I feel horrible. Yes I know I'm a horrible person for thinking that.
She's already fucking hurting my parents, my family and their lives so why shouldn't a kill her?
I don't care where she goes after she's done with high school but I want her out of my house.
She's a spoiled girl who doesn't give a shit about me, my parents or my family.
She's fucking whiny and has issues [whistling and hitting the wall in public is not fucking normal].
She doesn't listen the first time, or the next thousand times you tell her.
She's always in her room, only coming out when there's dinner or unless she has to use the bathroom.
She sucks up adults so they can think highly of her.
And she's a shitty friend. I mean what person would make their friends sounds like fucking retards?!
And then I want to yell at my dad for even bringing this bitch into my life.
Her mom's a fucking whore too trying to seduce my dad and shit.
Well fuck the bitch and her daughter and get the fuck out of my family's lives.
I don't think I can handle another 5 months with her.
When I'm a room alone with her, I imagine myself killing her...
Yes I feel horrible. Yes I know I'm a horrible person for thinking that.
She's already fucking hurting my parents, my family and their lives so why shouldn't a kill her?
I don't care where she goes after she's done with high school but I want her out of my house.
She's a spoiled girl who doesn't give a shit about me, my parents or my family.
She's fucking whiny and has issues [whistling and hitting the wall in public is not fucking normal].
She doesn't listen the first time, or the next thousand times you tell her.
She's always in her room, only coming out when there's dinner or unless she has to use the bathroom.
She sucks up adults so they can think highly of her.
And she's a shitty friend. I mean what person would make their friends sounds like fucking retards?!
And then I want to yell at my dad for even bringing this bitch into my life.
Her mom's a fucking whore too trying to seduce my dad and shit.
Well fuck the bitch and her daughter and get the fuck out of my family's lives.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Mar 8th, '12, 07:54
Tired of people dying around me.
Our city was working on a hole in the street in front of our house, but never put up signs to warn drivers. Well, tonight a motorcyclist came flying through and hit the hole. He flew 3 houses down.
My sister's friend had been outside and saw the whole thing. She came in screaming for us to call 9/11.
My step-dad called 9/11 and my mom ran down there with others to check on him. According to mom, he was twisted up, a hole in his head where he slid on the pavement and was choking on his own blood trying to speak. By the time the ambulance got there, he was already gone.
.. The person before this had been a friend of my sister's. He took some sleeping medication. His girlfriend tried to wake him up the next morning, but he was gone.
They say death comes in three. So, my mom is very paranoid and won't let any of us go anywhere. Even to just go outside.
R.I.P ____ (his name has not been released yet
)
Our city was working on a hole in the street in front of our house, but never put up signs to warn drivers. Well, tonight a motorcyclist came flying through and hit the hole. He flew 3 houses down.
My sister's friend had been outside and saw the whole thing. She came in screaming for us to call 9/11.
My step-dad called 9/11 and my mom ran down there with others to check on him. According to mom, he was twisted up, a hole in his head where he slid on the pavement and was choking on his own blood trying to speak. By the time the ambulance got there, he was already gone.
.. The person before this had been a friend of my sister's. He took some sleeping medication. His girlfriend tried to wake him up the next morning, but he was gone.
They say death comes in three. So, my mom is very paranoid and won't let any of us go anywhere. Even to just go outside.
R.I.P ____ (his name has not been released yet
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Posted: Mar 11th, '12, 20:37
I'd like tto know if you are back or not :/
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Posted: Mar 12th, '12, 04:30
I know I said it was okay at first, but now I'm not so sure.... I keep feeling pushed out of the way for her, even though I'm the one with the ring, I'm the one who will have your last name. I don't want you to be unhappy, so I'm not saying anything about it, but I feel like I can't make you happy by myself anymore, she shows me up at so much, I almost want to give her the ring, she has more in common with you anyway.... I almost think you'd be happier with her, even if she is our roommate, and I'd be devastated to know that it was the truth....
I love you, but does my engagement ring mean anything to you at all anymore? You didn't even notice I took it off today....
I love you, but does my engagement ring mean anything to you at all anymore? You didn't even notice I took it off today....
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Mar 15th, '12, 20:52
I would absolutely hate it if any more people in my life left me.
I can count my friends on one hand, and i'm scared of my mother dying.
I just don't want to be completely alone.
I can count my friends on one hand, and i'm scared of my mother dying.
I just don't want to be completely alone.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Mar 16th, '12, 00:08
I'm tired of my dad picking at every little thing I do "wrong." Even if he doesn't bother me with it right away, I know he'll save it for later. I've become so paranoid that I don't want to leave my room, because that's the only place he won't be.
I'm tired of my mom constantly being in pain. I used to be able to talk to her about anything and everything, but she's been so moody lately that I'm afraid to approach her the way I usually do. I want my mom back.
I'm tired of my mom constantly being in pain. I used to be able to talk to her about anything and everything, but she's been so moody lately that I'm afraid to approach her the way I usually do. I want my mom back.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Mar 16th, '12, 08:49
No I realized I can't hang out with you the way you are now: immature..grow up please =/