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Re: Kit's Kitty Korner [nyen]
Posted: Mar 13th, '20, 07:35
by Kitalpha Hart
Mom tried to call me off of work the second time
I told her that I'd rather be at work and be possibly sidetracked rather than sit and twiddle my thumbs at home and un-called off
Don't see the point of worrying about something that's far out of my control
The first time, I flipped over and went back to sleep because why get short on sleep when I could just sleep?
Re: Kit's Kitty Korner [nyen]
Posted: Mar 13th, '20, 21:33
by Moi
I'm the complete opposite - I tend to worry a lot.
I know something's out of my control, but I still worry.
I don't like being blindsided, so I worry so if something does happen - I'm better prepared for it.
My brain is also infected with unnecessary anxious thoughts that make no sense and yet hinder me u8
Re: Kit's Kitty Korner [nyen]
Posted: Mar 14th, '20, 02:35
by Kitalpha Hart
Your brain has anxiety on top of your anxiety o.e
Re: Kit's Kitty Korner [nyen]
Posted: Mar 14th, '20, 04:53
by Death Candy
I hate sitting out in the open and not have something around me, like walls, because then my anxiety kicks in. I won't even sit in the middle of a circle of friends because I feel exposed.
Re: Kit's Kitty Korner [nyen]
Posted: Mar 14th, '20, 05:49
by Kitalpha Hart
Oof yeah
Center of attention, no escape. Ick
I like corners too
Re: Kit's Kitty Korner [nyen]
Posted: Mar 14th, '20, 05:56
by Death Candy
Yeah. I can't even sit comfortably in the middle chair in our dinning room. I have to be on one of the edges near walls.
Re: Kit's Kitty Korner [nyen]
Posted: Mar 14th, '20, 06:52
by Kitalpha Hart
Growing up, dad had one end, I had the other if we had formal dinners at home. I don't know why i got an end and not mom
Re: Kit's Kitty Korner [nyen]
Posted: Mar 14th, '20, 20:35
by Moi
It's hard for me to tell if I'm right to be anxious or not.
Because I know anxiety is good sometimes, but mine is just constant.
Like when we went to the store, these people were right in our personal space.
This other man kept looking over at us too.
Me: Why are they so close!? Are they going to rob and or kill us when we leave!? Is that man in on it!? They're all working together to rob and or kill us!
Seems like nonsense, so I try to talk myself down but what if my anxiety is right? What if it's wrong? BUT WHAT IF IT'S RIGHT?
I don't like too much attention on me. A teacher traumatized me by doing that once.
It makes it hard to take commissions too.
I want to make money by selling my art, but I don't want a lot of attention on me xD
And I can't handle compliments or people being too friendly with me.
It sends me into panic mode and I have to distance myself.
I always like to sit at booths. I guess because chair and tables in places are out in the open and a booth feels safer.
Re: Kit's Kitty Korner [nyen]
Posted: Mar 15th, '20, 03:46
by Kitalpha Hart
Chair: generally hard
Booth: padded
Booth wins
Re: Kit's Kitty Korner [nyen]
Posted: Mar 15th, '20, 20:39
by Moi
Only issue is it's hard to get out if someone is beside you xD
We always have that issue.
I usually try to sit on the outside.