yay! I'm glad things are going better angel!
<3

I just got to LA, in my hotel room.

Gotta check out tomorrow at noon though D:
then I don't know when I'll have internet again.

Someone feed my knuffels hahaha.
XDDD


~clings to you guys~

I don't want to get on the other train tomorrow.
17hrs is a long time x.x


New mexico seems like its gunna be hell. But it will be good for me and my fiance relationship because I have never left him alone for longer then an hour or two and now I'll be gone for over a week. Not to mention this is the first time I will be traveling alone and It's something I should experience.

I'm so excited I'm on a train and not a bus, totally thought I was getting on a bus lol and then they tell me it's a train and I'm like FAWKYES

I know....you guys deserve so much more than my silence D:...but i was
hoping to finish the drawing to surprise you guys with it. But...
as it turns out...life happens xP. Don't worry everything is fine, just been hell'a busy. Cause my main focus is traditional art and right now i need to complete that more than anything else o.o. But i want to finish my digital too >.<

hahaha funny indeed....you should convince him to come over here
at this thread ---wants to meet him >.<----
*You make me curious*
hehe at any rate, if he doesn't like to chat it's alright...just know he's just
as welcomed here as you are --clings @-- :D

LOL...anything sweet is my undoing.

thank you giggles...you're the sweetest darling!!
hope your alright and that you're doing good on your trip :D
~clings to you 2~
Have amazing sexual fantasies to pass the time with random hot-ass dudes on the train? forget i said that 8U

hahaha!!! trains are definitelybetterr than buses...hope your having fun~~!

----crushes luna into a heart stopping embrace :D----

hehe x'D
sorry luna....i like to change my avi quite often
because i have so many more items now to choose from that
it makes me want to try a whole bunch of different combinations :O

No doctor--no healing
there's only disbelieving? I have heard that before o.o
Is it a song?

angel!!!!!!!!! ~lays on~
I missed you lol.
Your new avatar is so pretty! O:

I try to change mine but I always go back to this one because it's like the only one I like with the few items I own.

I have my red and blue one but I wore it for so long I need a break from it. Plus panda hat is my favorite>.<

It seems like I've been gone for months XD
Thank you for the flowers btw<333 I needed them for a few weeks now!

I am fully committed to my fiance. I honestly don't even notice men anymore. They are just people. I don't find them attractive or not attractive because I only have eyes for one man<3 c:
But I met a few older men who were really nice and told me I was one of the most respectable women they have met in a very long time.
It made me feel really really good about myself. Like I cried a little lol.

All the people I met on the train were awesome! Super nice and friendly, loved talking just like me. No awkward moments or anything. But most of them were all older, except for a family I had dinner with on the train. They were such a lovely family. I envy how close they are to each other. I wish me and my family were that close. Q.Q

But other than that this trip has been HELL Ive never been so lost, tired, starving, and sick my whole life. I threw up about 5 times today on the train from motion sickness. I have been traveling for three days and I just got to new mexico and the friend I was suppose to see had been bitching for two days about everything. Then when I got here I asked when he was going to pick me up and he was yelling at me how he didn't know and it was going to suck for him because it's a 3hr drive to get me from the train station and he has work in the morning.......I was just in shock......I haven't complained one time about my trip even though it was horrid until he said that. Even with all the drama he started with me about booking my hotel yesterday because he didn't want to fill out paper work but I didn't have internet and I needed him to do it.

I kept my cool for thee days but when he wasn't excited to see me or pick me up anymore and was just bitching about EVERYTHING I blew up like a bomb and hung up on him and called my mom and ask if she would find me a way home as soon as possible.

I told him if he didn't start acting like a friend and be happy I'm here my mom was going to find me a way home and I wasn't going to stay. He didn't even care...or say sorry.....or want to see me or anything at all. Just called my self absorbed and he had a lot of shit going on and the only reason he asked me to come was because I was the only one available.

I started balling crying after he said that. He is suppose to be my best friend and yet he obviously doesn't care about me at all anymore if he is going to treat me like that. I HAVE NEVER ONCE WANTED TO COME TO NEW MEXICO.
IT IS DISGUSTING. Like...........I walked down the street and 4 old men with no teeth tried to get me in their car like wtf. All the buildings are mostly broken down. Kids running around in dirty clothes. It's so sad!!!!!!!!!!!

I only came here because he said he missed me and he really wanted to hang out and get our best friend tattoos together and all this stuff. But it was just a front and really I was the only one willing to come short notice. So sad. My mom and my fiance are so pissed.

But they are glad I'm safe and my mom is paying for my hotel room for an extra night so I can relax before I have to travel again. So I get a mini vacation in this little horrid town lol.
The pool looks lovely though<3

I was suppose to be here for 8 days and I'm going back after 2.

The thing that makes me sad is he never once asked if I was o.k or if I got to my hotel safely or if I got on the train on time. He didn't text or call me at all. I had to call him and text him.

If it was the other way around I'd want my friend to call me everytime they got off the train and when they got to their hotel and if the train ride was o.k and their hotel was nice.

But nope, not one like nice remark or happy text from him.

Sorry for the wall of text. x________________x


I'm just really................depressed about it.

Hey giggles darling <3 --pats soothingly--
i missed you too
and thank you :D i try to make them as pretty as i can

hahaha.....it's alright C:
i like your avatar too.<3 when i was new...i didn't change my avi
for a while just for the simple fact i didn't have anything else to change it to
>.<

Aw my pleasure sweety...i saw that you needed them and what friend
would i be if i didn't help you <3

awwwwwww that's so sweet <3.....sorry if what i said
made you upset...i was just joking C;. Of course you committed to your fiance and i'm happy to see that he makes you feel that way.
I can honestly tell you that i knew once what that was like, not anymore of course but we won't get into that can of worms cx.
I'm also glad that the people on the train where so nice to you <3
i like meeting people like that.

No it's alright dollface, you needed to vent
and it's perfectly alright to me if you do it here.
Now....
I'm so sorry that that's happened to you sweety. I feel like that was
being pretty big ass-hole in the part of your friend. Honestly from what you tell me i am not sure why you call him your friend at all. He should of been more considerate of you. Seriously...friend or not...how can you treat someone that way...that's just being rude and much more.
I would have bitch-slapped the bastard on the spot. Probably would
have done it if i was you....or if i was there. I have a pretty short fuse
for cunts like that. why did you even come to comfort the son of a bitch?
If someone really wanted to meet me.....he would comes to me.

I had a feeling new mexico was going to be like that.

Considering i've been to mexico....and sadly i have been there in pueblos or villas such as those.
I'm hispanic and born in El Salvador..so i know first hand on what you probably saw. Makes me sad when i think about how my beautiful little country is so overshadowed by poverty.

I'm glad you are at least okay...don't let it get to you lovely
he isn't even worth the time of day so just flick him off
and try to enjoy what little joy you can get out of this experience.
Hope you get back safely <3

On a lighter note
here's a little gift i want to share with you and everyone else :D
i just finished my piece for someone that i've been working on
instead of chatting >.<............so hope this is worth my absence a little
I'm sure i'm really happy with her :>