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What is your favorite thing on planet Earth?
Animals  20%  [ 17 ]
Music  12%  [ 10 ]
Books  23%  [ 20 ]
Food  10%  [ 9 ]
Other (Please comment.)  8%  [ 7 ]
Please just give me the FP!  27%  [ 23 ]
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 Post subject: Re: Rayven's Nest-Everyone welcome!
Posted: Nov 2nd, '20, 15:27    


Rayven

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Aww, yeah, if he was bloody something got ahold of him. The ants were just there to clean up so to speak. :qcry:

I know what you mean. It was more difficult this year. But it's never as magical as when we're kids. Everything was awesome then. XD

I'm a little late dressing up for Halloween on here. XD I was waiting to have all of the pieces.

Did you at least eat some candy? I ate too much. :qlol:

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 Post subject: Re: Rayven's Nest-Everyone welcome!
Posted: Nov 3rd, '20, 03:05    


Moi

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I don't think I had him for very long either. I don't remember much from my childhood.
I remember some things very specifically, but not a lot of things.

Holidays were good for me until my late 20s.
Everything just lost all its magic.

Well, you made it more on time than my last two art pieces 8u

Oh, yeah, I ate a lot xD
So did my mom.

Also, we got a call today from my sister's school.
See, she was supposed to go in person to do a test on October 27th.
Well, my mom didn't think it was safe, so she didn't let my sister go.
Well, the call today was about needing to get tested because someone in my sister's class has COVID and they were at the school that day.
So we're lucky we didn't let my sister go xD

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A world of fragile things
Look for me in the white forest
Hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
I know you hear me,
I can taste it in your tears."



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 Post subject: Re: Rayven's Nest-Everyone welcome!
Posted: Nov 3rd, '20, 23:02    


Rayven

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That might be for the best. A lot of childhood memories leave scars for some reason.

Awww. I wonder why then? I mean, why not earlier?

XD Better late than never? XD

I ate a lot of everything that day. It was a cheat day for us.

Wow! I'm glad your mom kept her home. When I first started reading what you wrote I thought you were going to say your mom was in trouble for not sending her or something along those lines. I was very relieved when I read what actually happened. *big sigh of relief*

Sorry I haven't been replying in your thread, but there was so much chatting going on there I couldn't keep up. XD

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 Post subject: Re: Rayven's Nest-Everyone welcome!
Posted: Nov 4th, '20, 03:07    


Moi

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Yeah. I just wonder sometimes if something bad did happen to me and I repressed it xD

I dunno. Turning 30 depressed me.
Being 30 years old is ancient to me, but I don't feel other people aged 30 are old.
I guess I just never thought about myself turning 30 and it scares me.
I don't feel 30 and I don't want to be 30.
My life has been a giant waste.
I never had a job.
I'm so afraid of talking to people and I'm a complete shut-in.
I guess it just weighs down on me.
And now holidays don't mean anything anymore either.
I used to get so energetic and happy this time of year.
Now it's just like the rest of the year. Sucky and doesn't matter.

Halloween is always a good reason to cheat on your diet u8


Yeah, it wasn't mandatory that my sister went.
So my mom kept her home because she didn't think it'd be safe.
And she was right 8u
But I mean, I do feel bad for anyone that has COVID.
My sister hasn't been doing her classwork like she's supposed to and she's been lying about it, so now my mom is getting in trouble.
My sister is supposed to go to every meeting and then do her work.
She's just been doing her work off and on and not going to the meetings Bu
She seems to think it's okay and nothing bad will happen.
We just got our mom back from being in prison and I'm worried my sister will put her right back in there with her carelessness Bu


It's okay u8
How are you?

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"I'll miss the winter
A world of fragile things
Look for me in the white forest
Hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
I know you hear me,
I can taste it in your tears."



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 Post subject: Re: Rayven's Nest-Everyone welcome!
Posted: Nov 4th, '20, 08:44    


Tam I am

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Rayven wrote:Tam-Oh ok. Yeah, makes sense, she's brown on Zan.

Oh wow! She's cute. :qg:
Yuuuup.

Thanks!

(rabbits aren't rodents)
Moi wrote:

Tam: It usually happens when I'm in buildings that all look the same. Rounding corners and running up and down stairs. Once I get outside in the open - the motion sickness disappears.

Ahhhhh. Ugh. Not fun.

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 Post subject: Re: Rayven's Nest-Everyone welcome!
Posted: Nov 4th, '20, 22:07    


Moi

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It really sucks because I love games like Fallout New Vegas and Bioshock.
It sucks that it makes me sick sometimes.
I can watch someone else play them and it won't make me sick.
I did learn that Skyrim doesn't make me sick and it may be because all the dungeons and stuff aren't identical.

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"I'll miss the winter
A world of fragile things
Look for me in the white forest
Hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
I know you hear me,
I can taste it in your tears."



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 Post subject: Re: Rayven's Nest-Everyone welcome!
Posted: Nov 5th, '20, 01:20    


Rayven

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Moi-Could be. I had a therapist tell me the same thing but I don't know because I can't remember. I would rather never remember than have a false memory.

That's how I am. Apparently, I thought I'd be young forever. XD Awww. *hugs* Are you getting therapy too or do you just take medicine? Sometimes therapy is the only thing that works. I've even learned to talk myself through things. I hate it that you're unhappy. One thing is for sure, your life is not a waste, although I know how you feel, but if you want to change some things maybe you can find a way.

Yeah. XD I find lots of good days for that though. :qlol:

I know you do but it's ok that you're glad that your sister doesn't have it. That's the pits. Have you tried warning your sister what will happen to your mom? When my son refused to go to school I finally told the state myself. I told him I was not going to get in trouble because he refused to go to school. He had to go into residential care because of that and a bunch of other reasons, he has severe problems but I already told you that part. I'm not suggesting your sister needs to go to residential care but maybe you could scare her straight. XD

I'll stop back in your thread probably Friday because I won't be home much tomorrow. I'm good, just tired and busy. XD I'm going to volunteer again tomorrow and today I got my hair done and I'm going to church. *takes a deep breath* XD How are you? Anything interesting going on?











Tam-Well, they look like rodents. XD

How are your eyes doing?

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 Post subject: Re: Rayven's Nest-Everyone welcome!
Posted: Nov 5th, '20, 01:47    


Tam I am

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XD They have four teefs instead of two.

They still hurt some, and I'm still seeing double a bit.

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 Post subject: Re: Rayven's Nest-Everyone welcome!
Posted: Nov 5th, '20, 22:58    


Moi

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Rayven: Ignorance is bliss, though. Or so they say xD

I have medication and I go to see my therapist, but I haven't gone this year because of COVID.
I met this therapist years ago, so he's helped me a lot.
I like talking to him.
The issue is I like that I don't have a job.
I like that I'm a shut-in.
I like talking to people online and I hate talking to people offline.
I think my "waste" stems from other peoples' perception.
Especially the whole you're worthless unless you have a job or worked in the past.

I've actually never dieted .__.
But my weight has gone up and down drastically over the years.
I have been taking these diet pills, but I don't think they do anything.
And I don't eat much to begin with.
But I've been told my lack of eating is causing my body to be permanently in survival mode and that's why I can't lose weight xD

We've told her. But I can't tell if she understands it or not.
She says she understands but I don't know if she does.
We've tried scaring her xD

I'm glad you're doing good :3

Actually...This cat showed up yesterday and he's in pretty bad shape. We're going to attempt to help him.
We're feeding him canned food and we're worming him and I'm gonna get some flea killer and hopefully we can get him in good shape.
He looks really bad, though ;;
We don't know if he was locked in somewhere or if someone intentionally abused him =_=
We named him Pumpkin and he's a sweet cat despite being in bad shape.
When we pet him and stop, he meows for more pets.
I actually cried for a few hours over him xD;

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"I'll miss the winter
A world of fragile things
Look for me in the white forest
Hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
I know you hear me,
I can taste it in your tears."



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 Post subject: Re: Rayven's Nest-Everyone welcome!
Posted: Nov 6th, '20, 14:06    


Rayven

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Tam-Four teefs? Extra bites. XD

Awww. *puts cool cucumbers over your eyes* Maybe you could just close your eyes and cuddle with a doll. That's what I do when I don't feel good only I cuddle Max. When he'll let me. XD









Moi-I think for the most part it is. XD

That's good. It's hard to find a good therapist. I really only had one I liked. I know what you mean. It's like we have no worth unless we have a career and work 80 hours a week. *rolls eyes* I get that a lot too even though I work my butt off doing chores here at the house and I've even started volunteering as a service to God. I work really hard there too. XD

It could be. If the body doesn't get enough it will hold onto fat but only up to a point. It eventually has to release it. Mine gets stubborn once in a while too. XD

Awww. Stubborn sister. XD Maybe you should do like on A Christmas Carol but change it so it's not about Christmas. XD That might work on her. You're going to need some ghost costumes. :qsmr:

Thanks, me too. I don't want or need any bad. XD

Oh, that's heartbreaking! :qcry: I'm glad you're helping him though. :qh: I'll pray that he gets better.

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