I spend alotta time playing a MMO.

I'm lucky my english hasn't gone right out the window.

I feel like I should be feeling guilty how dispassionate and disinterested I am towards avatar sites in these days. I mean, I used to be pretty obsessed with them. Now I'm just like... "Oh, another website closes/d? Oh well." I suppose part of it has to do with what happened to my main home on the internet, another avatar site, and then the way g.online was towards me (ended with a ban out of nowhere and with no warning. I'm still scratching my head on that and wonder if someone actually had secretly something personal against me, lol, since I've heard some stories from other people about the mods etc that work there.........), after years of still bothering with my time to waste it in there despite the junkyard it became. Then I see people around who still care about these places and I'm just... Man, for their sake I wish I could still find it in me to care. Basically I feel guilty for not feeling guilty, lol.

Anyway, long story short, I used to post so much (some other avatar sites mostly) and if I did care more, I'd at the very least start more topics for people to talk about, but each time I even start or almost put one up, I decide that meh, no one would even care, and I don't care, so why bother. At the moment I'm trying to figure out what to do with my crazy amount of points and some coins... Tried to make a charity threat but that's way too much work for me right now. To simply give away anyone willing seems too easy, for them. Man... Anyone want something from the tokens shop? I've got 983 tokens right now. (as a sidenote, I'm not likely to check back on any replies as I usually do hit and run with my posting here...)

Anyway, again, this event is almost over soon. I hope people have been able to make it to their goals, or even most of it.

Well, I picked up a couple more hanging flowers anyway.

I have a nice spread of them now so I won't feel bead when they eventually get removed.

I am definitely looking forward to what new items go in though.

@Leo
Oh, that's so sad to hear... But I guess it's pretty typical. If you join too many similar places, after some time you stop caring about them at all. Especially if the one/ones you hold dear cease to exist anymore.
There was time when I was obsessed with MMO, many, maaaany years ago. I've joined numerous places. At first I was checking them out regularly, but after some time I stopped caring about them at all. Gradually I stopped playing almost all of them. I joined another one and another, but I didn't play there much either. So many years have passed since that time that I'm out of this phase, but I still rarely play anything. Lack of time is one thing, but it's hard for any game to truly interest me. I may play something, play, and then stop playing, because I don't care anymore.
I haven't joined any other avi websites and I really love the art here. It's also stunning seeing how much work Firn puts into it. So Kofk holds a special place in my heart. I may lurk a lot, I may be on another hiatus, but I'll eventually come back here.

@Arachne
Ah, for some reason I never got into the whole MMO thing. While not quite the same, I get waaay too easily obsessed with those world building (both online and offline) games and those cute rpg games with pixels and no 3D (okay, some 3D as long as I could make the whole thing sort of smaller and easier on my eyes). So obsessed that I would lose sleep (and my health too) over it just so I could play them. So I had to force myself to quit because I simply have no control over myself once I start. But still, playing those games was so awesome..... Meanwhile, other games I now love to play, but which don't turn me that obsessed, would be tower defense games. I love 'em.

Myeah. That is the one thing which kofk has over the other places I've been during the years. You can actually see the time and effort and even care behind things.

@Leo
Yeah, MMO are pretty nice. There was time when I also had a trouble controlling myself, though I never completely lost it. Now still I'm slightly obsessed when I start a new game. That's why I start... And after a while - few hours, few days, if it's reaaally interesting few weeks - I start the 'meh' phase and completely forget about it. Or don't feel like playing anymore if I still remember something like that existed. But I eventually simply... Forget.

Whoa, these hanging flowers are amazing. I'm afraid I want almost all of them... I didn't care much about these armwarmers, I have them in few colors just in case I may use them one day, but these flowers...

@Arachne
I think what made it all such a huge problem for me was, and is, that I'm obsessed with stories (be it in books, TV, games or writing it myself). Once I start, I must get to the end. Those things really suck me in far too deep. And I haven't played a rpg where there's not a story involved. World building games however... I just love that whole building thing for some reason. I don't much care for the whole online part of it, but I haven't found as good offline versions yet and what there is, they of course cost some money I'm not willing to buy if there's a huge possibility it's not healthy nor safe for me. For me it never was the "meh" phase that got me out of those things. I always had to simply cut things short, coldly and without thinking about it. After that it's always pretty easy to move on and not even think about the games, until I play another one.

Meanwhile, I'll focus my story obsession on books and fanfiction, lol.

I got myself one of those hanging flowers, since it looked good on my avatar, which I won't change anymore unless something better comes along for it. I also have one of those armwarmers and that neck thing. And the flowers on the head. I think that's all I got for my avatar.

Hullo peeps!
I'm back. Anyone miss me? lol.

Yup.

I'll haveta improve my aim.

Awww. Don't hit me. So sad.

My eggs are too hot to eat. They burn my fingers. Sadness.