Kingdom of Knuffel

I see. Yeah, I can see why you would be annoyed by everyone reminding you of your existence. I wish I could help you work something out, but I really don't have any more advice that would be helpful to you. Is it legal? Yes, but living a life of solitude doesn't sound very appealing either.

I did try, but they either weren't accepting any more clients, or they didn't accept my insurance. I don't have the money for long distance calls either, and seeing a psychiatrist is a bit expensive.

Sometimes I wish I could cut everyone else out as well Would be so much better for everybody's nerves...

A psychiatrist? Did you get an advice from a psychologist to see one?
Maybe there is some online service of the sort?

I don't think you cutting yourself away from the others would have a positive effect on everyone's lives.

No, not really, but I was going through a tough time with... a certain thing I will not discuss here because of personal reasons, but yeah. The councillor at my high school I used to attend had talked with me and he recommended I see someone as well. So I tried. While my... personal... problems have died down a lot, I still feel really sad sometimes.

Well, maybe at least I wouldn't be so stressed every time I see my family, or during the holidays like Christmas or Easter. Last Easter I passed out because of the stress about seeing my sister. So it really affects me.
And my family can only criticise me for not being a good sister, for not forgiving and all that. So yeah, I think at least some time away from my family would be nice.

I'd try searching some online psychologist then, if I were you. Or search someone who would accept your insurance (how can they not accept it btw? makes no sense, but I suppose it's a whole different system for you tha for me)

You have a point there. Perhaps you should take a little vacation from your family. If only there were video evidence of your sister and his husband being bad.

I suppose I could, but... if it costs too much, I'm not going to be able to do much.

My insurance was declined because it was a private insurance.

I'm planning some vacation next week, but... I just got sick so no idea if it will even happen
Oh, but I don't really need video evidence. A lot of the times mom/grandma was there to see K's or M&M's behavior, and I only know things from mom. Other things, I have saved in my mailbox, from back when I was still mailing with K. And she's been pretty straight forward in her e-mails. My family is just hard headed and they can't comprehend some people don't deserve being forgiven just because it's what Jesus would do, or because she's their daughter/granddaughter/sister whatever. They are just a bunch of naive idiots, as much as it is to my dislike.

Well, try anyways, there must be some psychologist out there that would accept you as a patient.

Yikes. The only vacations I've been sick on were vacations from school. Maybe going to your vacation spot will make you feel better. Where were you going to vacation at?

Oh, I did forget my insurance dropped me since I was out of work for a while. I only started working a couple of weeks ago, but then we ran out of work. I suppose I could still try. Waiting for an electrician to come too, so I wanna have fun as much as I can before he comes... hopefully today.

That's another problem, we still didn't decide We couldn't even decide if we want to go abroad or stay in the country.
First we thought Croatia, but too hot for bf. Then we thought Prague, but then bf got fixed on Rome (even tho it's as hot as Croatia, or even more -.- #fucklogic). Then today we spent some nice time at a park nearby and I said it was nice and calm and all that, and bf started wondering if maybe we actually should stay in Poland and maybe go for some mountains. Or go abroad to some national parks here and there.

Ouch, that's painfull... Searching won't hurt, maybe there is someone cheaper than others. I wish you luck in your search
Haha, they are always late or don't come, do they? XD

I see. Well, I do hope you can find a lovely place to visit. I'm not from Poland.

Yeah, it is, and thanks.

It turns out, they called to make sure they needed to come down... no one heard the phone, so they didn't come.

Thanks, we'll see Where are you from Boris? (can I just call you Boris?)

Well, that's pretty typical of them