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 Post subject: Re: 「sotano 」 - under construction, but open~
Posted: Apr 20th, '15, 16:21    


Moi

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I read online the other day about sleeping pills and it was like "This does NOT solve insomnia!"
And all I could think is "Why should I give a fuck, it makes me sleep."

I've looked up some of my medicines, so I know what they do.
I just don't know why I need to take so many.
But everyone says I seem happier when I take them, so I assume they're working.

I think some people NEED medication.
Like one of my friends who's Schizophrenic.
She told me if she doesn't take her medicine she can have her episodes.
Not to mention some people just seem like they need to be medicated xD

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 Post subject: Re: 「sotano 」 - under construction, but open~
Posted: Apr 20th, '15, 18:32    


Lacrimosa

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I agree that there are people who need medication. xD Hell I can't sleep without mine. I just worry about you taking so many is all. And like Jessi said, not knowing the reason.

I used to take Effexor, which sort of worked for my depression, but it also had really awful withdrawal effects if I ever forgot to take it. I ended up switching to.. how do you spell it.. anafrenil?? Idek. It helped me a lot. I felt like before taking it I had been living in a cloudy haze. My teen years, when my depression etc was at its worst, are kind of a blur.

However it gave me the side effect of being insatiable. I gained a lot of weight. I'm still working some of it off, and I used to be on the highest dose but now I'm on the smallest dose.

Anyway, I guess I just want to say that even with the help of medication, I think working on having healthier habits can be really beneficial as well.

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 Post subject: Re: 「sotano 」 - under construction, but open~
Posted: Apr 20th, '15, 19:10    


Moi

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Well, they're all anti-depressants, I have depression, so I assume they all work to better my depression.
That's my assumption as it makes the most sense to me.
I've hinted at him to remove one or two or start me on something else, but he doesn't seem to want to do that.

A few years ago I took one for like a year or more and it started making me gain weight, so I just stopped all by myself, which people say you shouldn't do. I'll always wonder how that affected me xD

Since I started a new medicine for my anxiety, paranoia, and sleep issues, I cut back on eating and lost 10 or more pounds. I'm so hopeful I'll keep losing.
I've also stopped drinking caffeine later in the day, but that's so hard.

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 Post subject: Re: 「sotano 」 - under construction, but open~
Posted: Apr 20th, '15, 19:31    


Lacrimosa

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Ah, I see. I know sometimes one or two are combined, but for you to have more than that concerns me I suppose. ^^;

Yeah it's not the best idea to stop a prescription on your own, but if the only effect of doing so was stopping the weight gain, I guess it turned out fine. oxo;

That's a good start! I think cutting down on caffeine will be helpful. And reducing how much food you eat is good too, as long as you're not starving yourself. xD Choosing to eat more veggies and such would be helpful as well (though easier said than done if you don't have much control over buying groceries).

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 Post subject: Re: 「sotano 」 - under construction, but open~
Posted: Apr 20th, '15, 19:38    


Moi

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I eat whatever I can find xD
Sometimes I'm starving, but at the same time I don't feel like eating anything, so I don't eat.
But I mean it's great if I can lose weight xD

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 Post subject: Re: 「sotano 」 - under construction, but open~
Posted: Apr 20th, '15, 19:50    


Lacrimosa

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Hmm, well if you're working on controlling your appetite you may feel hungry for some time until you get used to eating less. I know I did. :mcheh: It sucked. Just don't want you to be actually starving...

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 Post subject: Re: 「sotano 」 - under construction, but open~
Posted: Apr 20th, '15, 20:49    


Moi

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Nah, I still eat, I just eat less.
Like when we have pizza, I used to grab 4-5 pieces at one time.
Now I'm lucky if I can eat two xD

This is what that medicine did years ago when I dropped 20-30 pounds.
I'm hoping it will happen again.
And the medicine is helping suppress my rabid paranoia, helping me sleep, and helping me lose weight.

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 Post subject: Re: 「sotano 」 - under construction, but open~
Posted: Apr 20th, '15, 21:11    


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I used to be on a ridiculous amount of medications, but I've managed to cut down in the last year or so <.<

I know what you mean about the haze, Lacrimosa. I have a period of like 2 and a half years in my memory that is very fuzzed up like that. I guess I got pretty lucky with my anti-depressants, they never gave me any major mood swings or had bad withdrawal or anything. I might have gained a little bit of weight, but probably just because when I was depressed, I didn't eat, so.

I remember several occasions on which I got rants from random health-care workers on how I shouldn't have been taking them, though. Like not even during any sort of related visit, I'd be in for something else, then they'd see the meds on my chart and start ranting. That made me really mad, because they didn't know what they were talking about. I think there was one chiropractor, two nurses and a family doctor, who all told me things like "if you think positively, it'll go away, you don't need meds", or "teens are too young to be depressed, just go play outside". At least the chiropractor was in a totally unrelated field but... I felt like the other three should have had their licenses taken away for that. Or at least some sort of probation. If I had believed them, it could easily have led to a very dangerous situation.

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 Post subject: Re: 「sotano 」 - under construction, but open~
Posted: Apr 20th, '15, 21:31    


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@Moi; Well that's definite improvement. Just take care of yourself. o;

@Keyami; Ahh, I see. That's good that you didn't suffer too many other side-effects.
And that's fucking ridiculous, and probably one of my top pet-peeves. People who talk like that have absolutely no idea what they're talking about and should just shut the fuck up. It's one thing to think positively, and that's nice and all, but there's not many problems it's going to solve.
There are too many people who try to comment on those sorts of issues and do nothing but make you feel worse by saying shit like that. It's not that simple, please shut your trap.

.. I get angry just thinking about it. <_<; And there's not many things that actually get me mad..

I remember stumbling across this and crying because it was the most perfect representation of what I felt I had ever seen xD http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.com/2 ... t-two.html

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 Post subject: Re: 「sotano 」 - under construction, but open~
Posted: Apr 20th, '15, 23:38    


Moi

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Yeah.

I think it requires medication and self-help and help from people who actually listen.
I don't think just ONE thing helps.
I especially can't stand when people say "Stop feeling sad!"
Most ignorant intolerant insensitive thing ever to say to someone with depression >_>

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