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Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Mar 21st, '17, 20:09
by Tatteredlion
*whines* It's not that I want to just dump you in a nursing home. I believe it's the best place for you now... thing is the government agency that looks after things like that don't think it's the best place for you.... Seriously you need more help than I can provide. So honestly I really want you to go to a nursing home because they can care for you there....
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Mar 22nd, '17, 09:08
by SaltPoisson
I don't want to take psychology anymore. Every time I read about depression I can't help but to cry.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Mar 22nd, '17, 09:15
by -Leo-
Spoiler
I'm doing it again. Logically I know it's wrong and why I shouldn't. But logic is pretty useless when comforted by reality.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Mar 22nd, '17, 12:40
by jacobgrey
I don't want to yell and get angry at you. But sometimes it seems like the only way to get your attention. Even then you're likely to forget in a day or two. After things were going so well, too.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Mar 22nd, '17, 12:49
by -Leo-
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I'm so pissed off at the fog in my head right now. It's really bad today and I can hardly think the most basic things, let alone do anything. Just keeping my eyes open isn't fun right now.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Mar 22nd, '17, 20:40
by Fire
Had four good days in a row. Then my depression came back. I thought I was getting better...
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Mar 22nd, '17, 23:33
by memoriam
I actually considered jumping out that window today. Outloud. To a co-worker. I'm just so tired of my life sucking balls.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Mar 23rd, '17, 01:02
by Fire
Depression intensifies my chronic pain.
In too much pain to work out.
I'm self-conscious about how I look.
Looking in the mirror makes me depressed.
And the cycle continues.
This sucks.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Mar 23rd, '17, 13:26
by memoriam
Crying all morning in the toilet at work. Yay.
And I can't think of the way to make you talk to me. this sucks. I'm tired that you don't want to talk to me about your problems. Makes me think I'm unworthy of your trust. didn't I earn your trust yet? 6 effing years, come on, open up already!
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Mar 23rd, '17, 20:01
by -Leo-
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Thank you SO much for bringing them to me. Forcing me into a near panic attack. Thank you so much for it. Just what I needed. I'm not in a place to meet anyone, much less people I know or people who have some expectations when meeting me. I suppose the good thing is, it happened before I managed to mangle my arms more and managed to cover up the marks already there. But then, this brought back the urge for it all the more now that I'm alone again. I feel like crying now. But that's nothing new. I know I'm nothing to any of you, but why did you have to do it? Why do any of you keep finding ways to hurt me more?