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Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Feb 8th, '17, 04:37
by Tatteredlion
I've done something horrible. I'm having panic attacks over it too. Every time I crawl/drag myself out of the deep dark holes that have enveloped my life, I just end up right back in another hole. Deeper and darker than before. I don't know how to cope anymore....
My ignore it and maybe things will get better attitude hasn't paid off at all.
Then I get volunteered to trade one of my beautiful pets for someone elses... It was ugly.... great. Now I have an expensive pet I can't stand.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Feb 8th, '17, 05:58
by Fire
It’s over isn’t it, isn’t it, isn’t it over?
It’s over isn’t it, isn’t it, isn’t it over?
I chose, and I lost you, and I loved you, and you’re gone.
It’s over isn’t it? Why can’t I move on?
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Feb 8th, '17, 05:59
by Fire
First birthday in seven years without a sloppy, salty, slightly-lopsided, somehow-simultaneously-burnt-and-raw-at-the-same -damn-time birthday cake, and a little ball of boundless energy bouncing at the foot of my bed impatiently waiting to sing me happy birthday, waiting for me when I wake up.
It doesn’t get easier.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Feb 8th, '17, 21:25
by lunar_eclipse66
My fiance may be fired any day now and I don't have a stable job. He's doing everything they ask and doing a good fucking job.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Feb 8th, '17, 22:40
by lunar_eclipse66
And now the only person that can help him just had to reschedule the meeting.
Do you ever just want to scream into the abyss for 3 hrs
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Feb 9th, '17, 19:58
by Tatteredlion
What have I done? How was my math so far off? Where did $40 go? What am I going to do now? 
I knew it was going to be close I just didn't realize I was going to be short.... Now cue the anxiety ramping up..... I sure do know how to ..... myself over...
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Feb 15th, '17, 02:06
by Tatteredlion
I'm so jealous... I try not to be. I can't help it... I hardly ever ask for help yet when I do I get ignored....
I got a great item from a rng event and my friend didn't. He made me feel so bad about it that I gave the item to him. I wanted that mount.... but I wanted him to stop harassing me over it as well.
Even my birthday where I got to pick what we do was spent doing things for others. We did one that that I wanted... Nice.... I guess I should be happy but I'm just really jealous. He hardly ever helped me but the others... all the time.
This is the cry of a person that feels invisible most of the time.... I feel so alone.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Feb 15th, '17, 20:06
by Fire
Stop.telling.me.what.to.do.
I didn't realize I agreed to marry my FATHER.
Get off my ass, stop nitpicking everything I do or say. I don't care if that's not how you would do it. I don't care if it's the most efficient path. LEAVE.ME.ALONE.AND.LET.ME.DO.MY.WORK.
You're not in charge. You are an employee. I don't care if you don't agree with it. Shut up and do it, or get out of my way so that I can do it.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Feb 18th, '17, 18:26
by Fire
You wanna spend the day we took off together so that we could go on a hike together and pick up because I'm going through a really hard time holed up doing work with your headphones on, and only talk to me to bitch me out for not dropping everything I'm doing immediately to cater to your whims, when I'm cleaning because you are grumpy about the room being dirty and feel too entitled to clean it yourself? Fine. I'll go by my goddamn self, and have a fucking great time without you. Later, asshole.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Feb 18th, '17, 19:23
by Fire
I should have chosen my family.