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Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Dec 3rd, '16, 10:56
by Aradiiaa
I've been sleeping so much lately. I wonder if it could be hypersomnia and/or related health problems. I can't see a doctor though: can't afford it, and my family is no help.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Dec 4th, '16, 20:08
by Tatteredlion
Is it too good to be true? Have I found what I've been looking for? I'm hopeful but at the same time I'm scared... Good things don't really happen to me these days. This bull about everything in 3s is bull. I've had runs of such bad luck lately it's not funny.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Dec 4th, '16, 21:47
by Moi
I believe people can change.
A lot of my family members turned their lives around.
But I'm always afraid they'll relapse.
I feel terrible for doubting them.
They're so much happier now, but addiction is strong, and I'm worried they'll go back to it.
I keep having nightmares about it.
I love them and believe in them, but there's always doubt at the back of my mind.
And I don't think that's fair.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Dec 5th, '16, 00:23
by memoriam
I'm a super introvert. I'm unhealthily shy. I only have one real life friend. She recently told me she'd like to meet new people and she wants me to do it with her. I understand her, she's all alone, I at least have my bf. But I'm not sure I want to meet new people. People scare me or disgust me. I sometimes loathe others. On the other hand, I only have my bf and I'm scared I'll be all alone in the end. I'm growing apart from my family, because we don't agree on basic things. They accept my bitch of a sister back. And her and I don't mix anymore. I don't adore and admire her anymore, like I used to when I was a kid and wanted to be her. I saw her for who she really is. She's deceitful, manipulative, egoistic and egotistical. Just thinking of her makes my throat tight. It hurts to see the real her, we used to be close. But I guess it was only because I was just a kid and didn't understand many things about her.
And I'm in pain because of all that, I feel broken. I feel like a failure. I feel like I'm going to disappoint everyone I care about, and that it will make me alone in the end.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Dec 12th, '16, 08:43
by ραριℓℓση ηιтєѕ
Spoiler
I wish I could go more than a few hours without thinking: "You know...you could always kill yourself."
Like...yes, I know.
I get it.
I could end my life literally any second...and sometimes want to.
But brain, or once, just stop.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Dec 15th, '16, 20:58
by jacobgrey
i swear to ACTUAL god
I did not sign up to be with a loser. Sort your fucking shit out. I told you that you needed to buck up months ago. You don't fucking listen. You're determined to prove everyone who was ever mean about you right. You can't even hold an assistant fucking manager position without getting yourself in the shit. I SWEAR TO GOD how easy a fucking job do you need?! I am not going nowhere in life. I am not letting you drag me into debt and working in the same place for 40 years with no career progression. I am so much better than this. Fuck you if you think I'm letting you take me down with you.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Dec 18th, '16, 04:18
by Sunlight
So I did it. Among all the flour and chocolate chip and butter I made you talk to me about this. And I'm scared to death that I've finally lost you. But maybe that's for the best.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Dec 18th, '16, 04:34
by saiyouri
My guild in a game got together for a xmas event... I stayed quiet and stayed away from people.
I'm scared of people even in games.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Dec 24th, '16, 15:58
by Tatteredlion
I don't know what to say.... Why do you need to insist on coming over today? I have so much to do and I really need to go somewhere. The turkey isn't thawed out yet. No don't think we should have dinner tonight and tomorrow as well. You are stressing me out so much right now.
The toilet is clogged, the kitchen needs cleaned. I have oodles to do. I just wanted to order pizza and do stuff today to prepare for tomorrow. You coming over wasn't in the plans. *Pulls hair out and has a breakdown*
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jan 8th, '17, 03:59
by Fire
Spoiler
This feels like a death sentence.
I don't think we can fix this. There's too much water under the bridge. Too much damage. Too much history. But we're both killing each other and ourselves to try to make this work.
I'm afraid I've already lost you.