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Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Oct 18th, '16, 06:42
by Lulena
It's been a day and I can't get the text out of my mind.
"You are a wonderful person and you wouldn't be if you didn't have your struggle"
... I expressed how I was insulted to them but it keeps coming back.
I'm not better for the pain I've been put through, the abuse did me no
benefit at all. I'm not stronger, I'm not more capable. I'm weaker and
afraid of everything, and my life was ruined and never recovered.
Thats not wonderful...
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Oct 19th, '16, 01:01
by Hana-chan
I'm confused in where I want to go in my relationship. We fight and then we're "okay" for a day or two. I get told that she wants to leave me and I feel bad for what I've done. I'm ready to leave first and hope it's for the best for the both of us. But we've been together for 3 years, I don't want to let that go. I think we need a break but I don't want to be the one to tell her.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Oct 19th, '16, 15:54
by Tatteredlion
I'm so worn out and tired. I've been caring for my dad which was forced upon me by my two sisters who don't work. I have a full time job... or I used to. Now I've been getting sick from the stress and "abandoned" my job... which wasn't intentional. Now my sister is trying to say that she takes care of dad even though 99% of the time she isn't here and when she is she stresses me out so much I wish she would stay away. I asked for help so many times... please take dad to the doctor and she wouldn't help so I had to take time off of work. They understood but they have a company to run. So now I need to find another job. At least things have calmed down until the next crisis....
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Oct 20th, '16, 03:51
by Fire
I can't decide what I want to do!!!!!!!!
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Oct 21st, '16, 02:26
by Sunlight
I wish you had told me instead of making it look like you were just trying to be respectful. Did I make it hard for you to come clean? I feel like a manipulative abusive rapist girlfriend now.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Oct 22nd, '16, 04:16
by Fire
Why is it always my fault?
Why can't you accept that things just happen, that we didn't understand the repercussion, and move on?
Why is it that everytime something goes wrong, it's a "we're going to break up" fight?
AUGH. I'm so sick of this!!!!!
Things were suppose to be smooth sailing when we got to Europe. Is this your idea of smooth sailing? I'm so fucking sick of this shit!
Fuck CR. Fuck Schengen. Fuck Croatia. Fuck everything!
Why can't things just be EASY for once in my god damn life?
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Oct 22nd, '16, 20:06
by jacobgrey
Of course I bloody want you to stay with me.
Of course I'm not going to be alright on my own.
What part of I need you isn't clear?
How can you just drive off like this instead of trying to make things right?
How can you justify this to yourself?
You already said yourself you know how low I get at this time of year and you're not going to consider that?
Someone you barely know is more important than that?
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Oct 23rd, '16, 12:30
by Kimiko
Why can I not just finish this damned costume...? My deadline to get the work done in is getting closer and closer but I still have next to no motivation... -_-
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Oct 23rd, '16, 16:51
by Tatteredlion
I hate being so upset that I end up sick because of it. Something happened on another forum that just had me in tears for almost 24 hours and now I am sick... It's so stupid.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Oct 23rd, '16, 17:18
by ραριℓℓση ηιтєѕ
Spoiler
I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired of being sick and tired.
I want to enjoy life...
Or...at least not be miserable as much...