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Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Oct 8th, '16, 12:51
by ChicaChicken
I am sometimes sad and now I don't feel like talking to anyone .
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Oct 9th, '16, 06:37
by Lulena
I let you know with a sigh, saying "another month" and you told me how you
forgot to mention the day before. It made me happy, seeing you care and pick
up on my clue so quickly... but I feel so guilty for playing these kind of games.
I'm sorry, but I'm still not recovered I guess.
You say how happy you are, and I can only smile bitterly with the realization
that I am not feeling that way again yet. I'm praying I will... I'm scared..
So scared that I won't and I'll leave or resolve to be miserable again..
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Oct 13th, '16, 10:42
by GoodNightFish
I don't really like lasagna that much but I'm scared to tell my friends. They all really love lasagna and think it's some kind of blessing. I'm more for pizza and spaghetti. Lasagna is wAY to much for me and something about the flavors get boring after a few bites? It's confusing because spaghetti taste the same yet I like spaghetti more.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Oct 13th, '16, 22:29
by Angel-WolfBunny
My racing thoughts are back and I am too afraid to say it to someone.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Oct 16th, '16, 13:17
by Alith Anar
I really can't be bothered with anything right now... I have still got work to do and not much time to do it in but no drive to do anything... I think between my pills making my depression worse and the seasonal depression kicking in I'm currently in a worse place than I have been for quite some time, but I don't want to tell you and worry you... So I just keep going and burning myself out almost daily...
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Oct 16th, '16, 22:38
by Lulena
We fight. You mirror me.
If I'm pointing fingers and highlighting your bad behavior, you just return
it back. And as soon as you break me down and I fall into a pit of self
loathing, say I'm sorry for all the trouble and how I hate myself....
You just do the same. Only then do you apologize...
but only because I apologized first...
I feel used and lied to...
Like this is some sort of game... to you..
that my feelings are just a tool...
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Oct 17th, '16, 09:33
by jacobgrey
Whaaaaat. One week it's I can't get enough work. Now suddenly too much and I'm collapsing under the workload. Life, y u no fair? ahhhh just spread things out easier seriously
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Oct 17th, '16, 11:14
by Lioret
I'm in love with someone who doesn't return my feelings, I know I should probably give up but I also don't really want to give up hope in case one day, this person changes their mind.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Oct 17th, '16, 12:40
by Lulena
My ex started texting me, and I don't know what to do. No, I know what
I should do, and I know my partner would be upset with me... But
honestly... I can't help my curiousity, and I'm greedy and want kind words.
I feel gross for how I don't care who they're from, but when they come
from that person who I have so much history with... It feels like they're
real and I'm actually the good things they say about me...
And watching him gripe and grovel for my attention, getting so scared
that I'll stop talking to him... it makes me feel a little appeased for all
the pain he had put me through, like I'm getting revenge...
for all those times he made me grovel for his attention, for his word....
But I don't know.... would my partner be understanding of that? Or would
they think I'm something horrible and be paranoid about me being unfaithful?
I can be trusted to never cheat, but I worry they'll think that..
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Oct 17th, '16, 22:43
by amalath
I wish you would start acting like a grown up. I am sick and tired of being in relationship with someone who is acting like a baby.