Kingdom of Knuffel

I'm just praying to all the powers that be, that the re-evaluation comes through and I don't have to write Banking again.

Tired of applying for work only to never hear anything back. What is the point of having the job listed if they are going to hire in-house? At least send me a rejection email.

I'm on another depressive episode and it's the worst timing, but it's also kind of my own fault. haha. I'm mad at myself.

my mother just doesn't get it no matter how many times i tell her. she will still push the ife she wants me to live onto me, even though that life is a recipe for depression and will sap all my will to live. what is the point of telling her anything? i will simply be secretive from now on.

I feel dead inside.

Life is exhausting atm. I moved in march and wanted to keep my current job because I love my team and the work environment. But bc commuting is so hard (our train company is unreliable and I ALWAYS have problems getting to work) I will have to search for a new job.
University is stressing me out as well and I dunno. I just want a break from life.

Drained by politics and the 24-hr news cycle. Tired of all of the bad news in the world.

I burned my finger a bit while cooking dinner I really want it to be healed by morning.

Its so annoying! Recently at work it seems when ever I finish something someone shows up and is like: "Oh I forgot this tiny bit of IMPORTANT Information. You don't mind redoing it all again do you" -.-''

I hateeee when that happens Kirsch! like no YOU redo it