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Unfortunately I have no idea who they were and if they were from here :( But you'll probably right. Maybe I'll find something in April

There's another rock and gem show coming up later this month and I want to go but it is in a way more popular area so there will be a ton of people and I worry that I would just get squished in and not be able to look at stuff. And that might cause anxiety ... I dunno. I'm gunna ask some people who have been to that one before and see what they think about the crowd size.

I don't like crowds too. There was a huge crowd the time I went, but I kind of managed to see everything I wanted. Sometimes you just have to stop caring, just like others don't care :D I'm short so I've been standing on my toes a lot and I kind of squished myself in between people even if it seemed there's no space for one more person. Sometimes my elbows would work too, and sometimes a simple excuse me. If you want to go then go, don't let the anxiety stop you from doing things you want to do :) Maybe take someone with you? Ash was there with me, but he was his own man and he kept on telling me he's got an eye on me, but I think it was the other way around sometimes XD

Yes, if I go I will make Jay take me and he is pretty big so people tend to get out of his way for the most part. LoL. I talked to a couple people and they recommended I go early on the Friday, as it is busiest on Saturday and Sunday. I think I will try to go. You're right, I shouldn't let that stop me.

Going early is a great idea! And with a personal bodyguard

Well, my plan is to go now unless something happens like Jay having to work or something.

How are you doing? How is your love life and all that fun stuff?

Is it today already? Have fun!

I'm fine. Ash didn't go to therapy yet. And I don't think he will. I forgot all about it. Idk, we seem fine and I don't want to ruin it by reminding him that "hey, you were supposed to go to therapy because you're a weirdo, remember?" I think he might've forgotten or he's hoping I did. I'm trying to focus on just saving up for an apartment and keeping my job and working on my body shape. stuff like that.

I guess I'm weak for not reminding him, but I don't know how to start talking about without ruining his mood etc.
The other day facebook sent me an add of wedding rings in wood, and I know he likes the idea so I sent him the link to the website. But with that I felt I had to explain him that I'm not sending it because I was actively searching out wedding rings and that it wasn't like I'm pressuring him or anything. I felt very weak in that moment...

Awww, I don't think it's weak to look at stuff like that, and to share it with him. I'm sure he knows you aren't actively seeking it out.

Oh, the rock show wasn't today, I was just making up my mind in that last post LoL.

I'm glad things with you and he have been okay for the most part, and maybe just not mentioning the therapy thing is okay for now.

I can only hope he believes me XD

Lol, that's what I thought

I think so. Especially he's been having a difficult time at work (and he still does), working overtime a lot and then he does stuff on the weekends, and yesterday I dragged him to my dad because it was his b-day and Ash was kind of mad at me, although I told him that he doesn't have to go if he's going to be mad about it and he still went... stubborn goose. Then he couldn't watch the soccer game properly because his dad wanted something, the potato chips were not tasty and his soccer club lost the game and he was very upset about all this. And then this morning he hurt his hand while opening a jam jar and I'm like... why, universe? he don't deserve it DX
So yeah, I won't really bug him with the therapy for a while

He just needs a vacation now. That he can't take

Jam Jars do have a habit of being hard to open and hurting hands. LoL. You would think they would come up with a better design by now.

So, I didn't end up going to the gem show. Not because of anxiety though. I'm just pretty broke and it was either rocks or food, so I kinda had to choose food damnit. LoL

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