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This is probably not the right place to post this... But well, I just want to venture out everything I've always thought.
I joined this site a year ago so as to use English as much as possible. The same reason goes for other websites such as Gaia. However, I've been drifting away from that one and only reason. Sure, I still talk to some of my friends here, still wander around in the hang-out, but then most of the time, I keep silence and spam in the Spam Forum. And well... surely that's not why I come here, eh?
So in the end, I end up wasting my time, trying to get fps for those "unreal items". I tried to force myself to think of them as "useless online items which aren't important", but then if they were really what I thought, then I wouldn't have stayed up late till 2AM just to hunt for snowflakes and candies, especially when I've not finished my homework yet.
Sometimes I just wish this place were like Gaia, where there are lots of ugly items and is easy to grab gold. I know it's selfish, but doesn't anyone want that, to have an easy life sometimes?
I've been trying to earn as much fps as I can; however, both my health and study can't afford to let me continue doing that any longer. I don't really care much about my health, but the main problem is my study: It has been affected badly.
I've been lying to myself, that I was slacking before with my homework and such, and I still got myself in one of the best schools in my city. Nevertheless, it's different now. My goal is no longer getting any school in this country, nor trying to get the best score in the class, it is to get a scholarship to study aboard. While most of my friends have already started learning SAT or taking the IELTS test, I'm still here and acting as if I still had a long time to do those kinds of things. Plus, well... that's not something you can just stay idly and wait for it to come.
I knew that, but I just can't leave here. It's a nice place to be, with many people I've known and always care about. However, I'm getting exhausted with all the earning fps. It's taking too much time, not to mention making my internet bills go skyrocketing. I've been telling myself to leave, but... well, I just can't.
But now I will probably leave, seeing as something is wrong with my PC and I can no longer go on KOfK (I'm using my school's PC right now). Surely I can try asking people I know to find a way to fix that, but I realized one thing during the time I couldn't go here: I've had more time to study when I don't go on KOfK, plus, less stress (caused by some things and people here, but that's not the important reason...). For the first time of the year, I didn't feel so bad after I finished my English test, and it was all thanks to the revision I did last night.
So well... I've made my decision, I'll leave this place. It's ironic, really. Since I've been telling lots of people to stay, and some did, but now I just can't let myself stay here. I'll miss my friends a lot, but I've got to do what I've got to do. I can't just throw myself into an online world and exchange it for my real life as some people did. God knows when and if I'll return, but I hope, well, someday...
For my friends...
Thank you Kaia, for helping me a lot. *huggles* I'll definitely miss you and your stories. x'3 Don't let anyone, especially your dad, bully you neh. D<
Thank you, Amanda. *huggles* You're really nice to me. At least I get to grab some of my quest items before I leave, it's all thanks to you.
*huggles* Moi. Gah... I always wish I had a brother... << Thank you, it was fun to see you shooting people in your hang-out.
Thank you, Zebra. *huggles* It was fun talking to you. ='3
And my thanks to many other people I've known, for helping me and talking to me. x'3
Well... seeya, KOfK. :'3
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