Kingdom of Knuffel

Yea.. but when she gets me in one of those panic anxiety attacks where I clean till I calm down, mom got these too, so I toss stuff, important stuff too. >->

Mom once tossed her thanksgiving food out due to one of those attacks.

I wish they'd get rid of her with someone who actually understands mental illnesses...


I still get pissed when she said her daughter was also agoraphobic... fking lie as that girl is never home!

hii moi! i was wondering if you were still active on here too

Defiantly not the same. Does your heart start racing when someone's at the door, even if you're expecting them? NO
Do you feel your chest tighten when you have to leave your home? Like as if some ghostly grim reaper is clenching its fist around your heart and lungs? NO! D:<
Does your stomach get upset and you get sick for hours, sometimes days after you've been out? NO!!!!! D:<<<<<
Do you have mental images of the car your in flipping over and going into a death roll just from turning a corner or going around a curve? No?!


I DO! D:< Being annoyed at having to go outside is far different than what is above. >:x Hell... I fear meteor showers... but I know that it's also possible for those to get me IN my home... AND!!! A tree nearly FELL on my apartment building, right next to my bedroom a few years ago!!!!! I'm not even safe IN my home.. but I feel safer inside than I do outside.

And I just foundout I'm allergic to trees grass and weeds... so... yea.. more of a reason for me to fear the outdoors... its gonna kill me i swear >:x which is a shame cause I love the smell of Pine in the winter. and fresh cut grass in the summer....


Hi Luna. ovo welcome to the "We hate dk's landlord and moi's aunt" thread. xD

i was wondering what was going on in here

My mom past away, a year ago no.. and around October of last year my landlady came for an inspection, my place wasn't that much of a mess... and she said it was. I was just put on new anti anxiety meds so I was sleeping when she came pounding on my door, threw a fit over cat puke that I didn't know about because I WAS FKING SLEEPING!

Then told me I had to get rid of mom's old CDs because I can get them on "Digital" ... wtf >:x I can keep my mom's CD's if I want to! (I had them packed away in a crate to take them to a pawn shop when I was ready and I had those crates stacked in the kitchen so they weren't in my way. My kitchen is pretty big so them off in the one corner I don't use was no bother, not in the way... yea..)

She then complained that the paper she had put on my door 3 days prior telling me of this inspection, was still on my door when she got there. I explained that I don't leave my apartment much, never have and it's gonna stay that way because of my mental illnesses of many different anxiety disorders and agoraphobia... and that while the chaos in my apartment MAY seem like a mess to her, it's clean to me because of my ADHD...

She goes "my daughter has agoraphobia so I know how that is.. But your mom's dead now, you need to get out more and live your life." .....

BITCH YOUR DAUGHTER DOES NOT HAVE AGORAPHOBIA! YOU DO NOT KNOW WHAT AGORAPHOBIA IS IF YOU SAY TO GET OUT MORE!!! D:<


uuuuuugggggghhhh


Not long after that I had, not only an amazon package with squishy sensory balls good for stress and anxiety (and for those with ADHD) stolen, but I had a PIZZA HUT DELIVERY stolen too! I can't even choose "Leave at my door" !! it took me a minute A SIMPLE MINUTE to get to my door to get my food, and all the thief left behind was my mountain dew... >:x I had to call and tell pizza hut that someone stole my food! They sent out a new order.. so someone got a free meal and the people at pizza hut got screwed out of money because of some asshat!

So Between wanting to catch my landlady harassing me over my apartment, and wanting to protect my deliveries, I bought a ring doorbell cam and some indoor cams >:x

The deaf girls above me, they hate my doorbell cam.. even signed "Your Nosy" toward my cam. (I have a deaf cousin so I had to ask my aunt what that meant)


So yea... this has became a "I hate X" spot =w= feel free to join in.


I have rants about my landlady, neighbors, doctors.... hahaha I should write a book ._.