Kingdom of Knuffel

Lol... wow. Yeah I mean that could ruin it for a person. I camped ALL THE TIME when I was little. Plus girl scout camp. I miss camping! Fun times... 8D

I like getting new things but I hate shopping if that makes sense. Lol.

I think he's okay, I don't know his ears are frustrating. I can't tell if I'm making them better or worse.

I'm super sleeping this morning.

I went to Christian camp when I was a teenager. Sucked ass.

Makes sense. Clothes shopping can be really frustrating. Thankfully I've not had a huge problem with finding things that fit. Unfortunately if I run into a few clothes that are way to small I'll get into a fat shaming hate rage of myself and occasionally cry. Which is why I haven't found a new swim suit yet.

Poor thing. Just keep doing what the doctor tells you. I'm sure that they know what they're doing.

I'm always tired. I wake up tired.

What on earth do you do at Christian camp? Like regular camping but with bible study?

I'm just a shut in, I hate going out. I used to be different but oh well. Aw... it's okay, you will find one that you love! And it will look great on you.

Speaking of tired... it's coffee time! This rain is awesome.

Basically. There were activities like horseback riding and rock wall climbing, but most of the activities were Christian based. And there was a required worship session every night. It wouldn't have been so bad if the 'good Christian' kids weren't so goddamn hateful.

I like going out and doing things, but I'm terrible at socializing. I'm awkward around most people. AND I HATE stupid and rude people. Seems like most of the world is either stupid or rude, or both. Ugh.

I love coffee. Kevin's at work, so no coffee for me.

All kids are hateful from what I've seen. 8U Dumb kids. I like riding horses and swimming at camp. I know I wouldn't have liked a Christian camp at all. I never went to church and the Bible bored me.

I guess the more I stayed inside the less I wanted to go outside. >> Now I feel really self conscious when I leave the house, it sucks. I'm kind awkward too! Lol.

Aw. :c Now that I've eaten lunch, I'm sleepy! Noooo!

Well, I wasn't hateful as a child. I was occasionally mean, but usually only when people were mean to me in the first place. I used to be a hardcore southern Baptist, but then I grew up and got my own personality. And started questioning things. Then my family started realizing I was developing my own thoughts and feelings and started ostracizing me even more. So much for a peaceful and loving religion.

I really really like leaving the house. A lot. I can go anywhere and I'll feel better. lol. I've always been unwillingly isolated. I don't get to go out and do anything unless someone takes me. It was okay when Kevin's car was drivable so he would leave it at the house when he worked so I could go places when I wanted to, but that's not an option now. Dangit.

Oh no!!! Sleepyness is contagious!

Yeah, I see what you mean, I wasn't really hateful either, I was usually the one who being made fun of. Oh yikes... that sucks. My mom never brought us up as anything, I'm kind of grateful she let us make our own choices and supported them.

I used to! xD I really did... I don't know what happened to me!! Aw yeah, I know that feel, we used to have to share one car and it was Hell, I'd get so bored.

It is! T___T

Indeed. I really wish that my mom was like that. A few months ago she left a lovely message on my phone while she was in a drunken rampage saying that 'you know I'm right!' and other stuff like that. Fun fun!

That happens sometimes. I'm constantly bored. It's terrible and I hate it.

Oh wow... M's dad will call him when he's drunk and start shit. It's annoying. v.v My mom doesn't really bother me ever. She's just really annoying when she DOES call, cause she'll call over and over and leave messages. D:< Like chill woman!

When I'm bored I play online or read. ._. Pretty much it. Sometimes it helps, other times it doesn't!

Yeah, it sucks. My mom has stopped bugging me as much lately. Thank goodness. I don't have to deal with her very much anymore. Yay!

That's crazy. My mom would always leave messages like why are you ignoring your mother, blah blah blah. And somehow everyone has this amazing knack of calling me while I'm having sex. So, yes, I AM ignoring you. Maybe pick a different time to call me than when I'm doing it.

I watch Netflix or read or do crafts. Sometimes it sates the boredness, other times it does nothing to help. It's very annoying.