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Re: The Coffee House|Now Opened
Posted: Dec 23rd, '22, 23:49
by Vivacity
Hmmm not sure about your depression, though I will say my mental health improved a lot once I found a combo that worked (though every once in a while we still need to adjust it). There’s still stuff that I have to work on or there’s still some mindsets/points of view that might just be my personality/disposition, but my meds at least keep me stable so I can go through life! So maybe it’s your depression or maybe it’s just a natural tendency, there’s no way for us to tell at least.
It is realistic to acknowledge that as we get older our bodies might get more aches and stuff, and our loved ones might go before us, but that’s something I’m going to think about when I get to like 50 or 60 haha. 34 is still quite a ways away from 40!! Is there anything in the new year you’re looking forward to?
I also think I don’t act my age, or rather, I probably don’t dress my age and I’m blessed with good genetics. XD Everyone still thinks I’m 16…
Re: The Coffee House|Now Opened
Posted: Dec 24th, '22, 22:41
by Moi
I was taking 3 different antidepressants to help me. I stopped taking 2 of them and I'm left with only 1 but that is just for helping me sleep. It wasn't given to me to act as my only antidepressant xD
I definitely need medication. My mental state has gone downhill since they took me off the others...
Nope. Just another long, boring year 8u
How about you?
My mom told me because of my mental illness and childhood, I act younger than I am.
I also look much younger than 34. Everyone always points it out to me.
Re: The Coffee House|Now Opened
Posted: Dec 24th, '22, 22:48
by MoodyBats
I have been on no medications due to severely broke.
art is my only form of coping with everything I had gone through lol
Re: The Coffee House|Now Opened
Posted: Dec 25th, '22, 22:47
by Moi
People shouldn't have to do without medication because they can't afford it...
I'm disabled so my insurance covers my medication.
They have refused to cover some before because it cost too much.
Re: The Coffee House|Now Opened
Posted: Dec 26th, '22, 23:13
by MoodyBats
doctors here are terrible so I'm sure they wouldn't believe me.
I've been invalidated so much with my mental health I gave up
on the idea of treatment XD
Re: The Coffee House|Now Opened
Posted: Dec 27th, '22, 23:11
by Moi
Yeah, a friend of mine is trying to get her disability and the doctor she had told her she was too young to be disabled.
Re: The Coffee House|Now Opened
Posted: Dec 28th, '22, 04:35
by MoodyBats
yeah. I'm just not gonna bother.
art helps most days for me.
Re: The Coffee House|Now Opened
Posted: Dec 28th, '22, 23:12
by Moi
Unfortunately, art doesn't help me.
I wish I could feel good somehow. Instead of feeling tired and depressed all the time.
I actually cried last night xD
On a lighter note, I was playing against some bots in my game last night.
You can use them to practice Killers but the bots aren't that smart.
I was going to let one escape and she styled on me before she escaped.
I was like "Well, damn xD"
Re: The Coffee House|Now Opened
Posted: Dec 29th, '22, 00:04
by MoodyBats
Speaking of games, I finally go my Xiao built good enough after days of farming.
now? he can do 17k dmg.
Now I need to build the rest of my characters.
Re: The Coffee House|Now Opened
Posted: Dec 29th, '22, 22:55
by Moi
That sounds pretty good 8u
I need to play Genshin.
I've not played in months.
I don't even know if my PC can run it anymore...
I didn't even have space for the update on my PC so I had to delete a bunch of stuff :\