Kingdom of Knuffel

I STG, one of my DMs is fucking EVIL.

At this point in my life I'm just a walking mess. A ball of woll that was unraveled once and never put back together, flying around all loose.

But I don't feel like it's my place to complain. I can handle it most days.

Im just feeling drained with everything going on in my life. its frustrating and im tired of all the loud noises

There is so much bearing down on me right now, with the state of the world, the state of my finances, all Adult Responsibilities that require stability that 2020 doesn't have... I don't think I have it in me to vent about it all!

But instead, for now, I will scream into the void about acne. I'm in my 30s! I don't need this! T_T

So, in September I moved in with my best friend, and the first week was fine, but it quickly turned bad. The longer I stayed there, the more I realized that I had absolutely no space to myself, I had no room for any of my creative outlets, which are really important to me, and I was dependent on them to go anywhere, since we lived in the middle of nowhere and I don't have a license yet. It was just starting to be a really big blow to my mental health. When I told them that I needed to move out, they said some really nasty thing to me. When the day came and I was leaving, they just stayed in their room and hardly spoke to me. They ignored me for months.
This isn't the first time they didn't talk to me for months after things didn't go their way. Quite frankly, I don't want to keep contact with them at this point. But now they want to talk. I didn't want to just ignore them, though, so we're meeting Monday, and I just don't know what to say to them, and I'm not even sure if meeting them is the right thing. :\

Dear, you need to cut ties with them. They're toxic. I had a friend who was similar. I cut ties with her, because of that and a few other things.

Never feel bad about setting healthy boundaries. Your health and mental well-being always need to come first.

Thank you. I needed to hear that.

I am concerned about my financial future. I am working but the job is not well-paid and it's a job I won't be able to perform for the rest of my life because it's physical demanding. I am also worried about my parent's future.