Well, that's not good! What's the stress about, dearie? That is, if you want to share. <3
Things are...okay with C and I. ^^; Things have been rocky for awhile, and the stress of Momma M's treatment, illnesses in my family, hardships and recent passing of good friends, being very broke, not knowing what we are going to do for money, C being unhappy with our current position, old resentment within our relationship, me dealing with some mental shit without having any external support systems, etc. etc. etc. into infinity, has put a hell of a strain on our relationship. We actually almost ended our engagement again last night. = .= I hope everything works out...
But thanks for asking! ^^
I'm currently working on a mockup for a site my mother wants me to build for her. If I can manage to do it, it will mean we have a grand come in this month, which would be great, since C's laptop charger was spitting actual fire yesterday. x.x Luckily Momma M had a replacement part, but there's already a giant crack along the body of the laptop, and actual pieces have been falling off for months, so it's on it's last leg. And my laptop is still broken from a few months back. x.x I have to pair-code on two laptops in order for it to work, which is tedious to say the least. And then there's the fact that both C and I have giant holes in all of our shoes, my beloved camera is busted which means I don't get photographs on the eclipse trip we have planned this month or the subsequent trips to Mammoth Cave or the museums/zoos in DC, because I can't afford to get it fixed, and for the past four months I've really wanted to invest in a tarot deck to help with my self-guided meditation sessions, which I'm using as a substitute to therapy/medication while traveling since I keep getting rejected from online therapy and counseling programs for being "too at-risk", but I still can't afford the $25 plus shipping it will cost for the deck I want, so...x.x Money coming it would be nice. Granted, I won't be able to do ALL of that with only a grand, but we can at least cross one or two off our list... >>
So off to work I go!
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