So.. I had counseling today. Almost didn't go.
I woke up feeling blaaah... I have no other word for it.
I stood in my livingroom for 10 minutes, staring at the door.. I had a hard time going out to wait for my taxi.. Took some trash out when I finally managed to leave. My agoraphobia was really acting up bad this morning.
I get to the dumpster and saw maggots all over it.. >A< Good thing I use momentum to literally toss trash into the dumpster.. i took a few steps back, and put more force into the swing to make sure the trashes got inside.. cause.. ew maggots.. x-x
I sat outside waiting for the taxi, if I woulda went back inside, I'd never come back out. x-x Got hit by the door.. >:x people coming out didn't check to see if anyone was sitting there when they KNOW people sit there on the porch!
The taxi guy that picked me up when behind my building to the quadraplexes around back... before realizing where I was. =3= New guy... anxiety boost... i got a bit car sick... once I was in the waiting room, i took deep breaths and turned my music up.. had to take my hat off.. i was dizzy and the hat was making my head hot. Too many people in that waiting room.. so I was happy when I was taken back to the other waiting room.. until some guy decided to play a solitaire game with the sound on full blast... sound made me dizzy again..
then I heard the receptionists say my name repeatedly to each other. I thought I was hearing things! Turns out my counselor called them and had them put me in her office cause she was almost there.. I was sooo happy.. No more peoplez
I was feeling better by the time I left.. still a little bleh, but it went away while I waited for my taxi home.. which took her 2 hours to come get me.. after an hour and half I just HAD to sit down. my back, knees, and ankles were hurting so bad. I was like, "if i can't get up, they're gonna have to come pull me up off the ground.. I can't stand anymore"
And some jerkoff kept walking back and forth in front of me, smoking a cig.. x-x still coughing.. bleh.
When I finally got home, i get out of the cab and my stuff falls out of my little napsack thing.. After I got all my stuff, said my goodbyes to the taxi lady, I went up to my apartment, fed the cats and fish, and went back to sleep..
I swear someone was knocking on my door as it woke me up. >A< Oh well..
I open up DarkSouls2 to play it, and got invaded twice (can't turn the internet off on the game, as it's Rho's game. If i turn the internet, i can't access rho's steam library) the first invade, they left me alone and just left a minute after the invade. o3o okay? second invade, they came and attacked me. I died just to get them to go away faster. >:x
I wasn't feeling well enough to deal with PVP in that game, so I played Star Rail instead, since they finally got new content.
then watched anime's with Rho.. =w= vendingmachine boxxo sold things in this episode
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