Yea..

The living room window and my bedroom window are on the same side, but because of where my bedroom is located, if its open and the cat room window is open, air flow won't happen. =3= And because the living room and my room's windows are on the same side of the building, no air flow..

But the cat room and living room windows cause wonderful air flow.

lol i see. that sucks. xD;;

Some times I wish I could just knock the wall down that separates my room from the cat's room.. its that wall that blocks the air flow >:x if I could do that, the living room window would never need to be open...


officially done cleaning. well.. will be when I head out to wait for my taxi. x'D
cleaned the cat box out a few minutes ago, just gotta take the dookie down to the dumpster when I head out.

I hope I did a good job... QnQ -fuss fuss-

Lol or just make a doorway in the wall that separates the rooms. XD or a window.

Yay for finished cleaninggg. I’m sure you’ll be fine.

Naaah, let's knock the wall down so I can have more space in my room =w= haha
landlady would REALLY love me. x'D


My therapist is upping the dosage of my anxiety meds. >A<
And because I mentioned how having people over or being at the neighbors for 10 minutes and am ready to go home... I got sent home with a questionair to diagnose autism. ._.,

When she mentioned this, I told her how I was recently asked by a friend if I was autistic, just because I was talking to the things I picked up/moved around while cleaning....>->,

Lol i’m sureeee she would, hahahah. XD;;

Iunno, upping the dosage on meds seems like a very good way to just overdose on them. 8u like my mom is always constantly nauseous because of her meds and i’m not even sure if its just side effects or dosage problems. Upping the dosage on meds doesn’t seem like a great idea, its just going to make you dependent on them. Like my dad, who continues to eat sweet things even though he has to take meds for high blood sugar or cholesterol or whatever it is. 8u like sometimes i think he’s just “well i can continue eating whatever i want because i have meds to control it”…which is not a good way to think, imo.

*rolls in*

Started reading this webtoon. Fantasy and love triangle.
The male hero is sooooo perfect. Absolutely and completely perfect in EVERY sense.
And his love rival is also his war rival, and he's evil crazy, I mean he is the kind of guy who masacres entire towns and enjoys it. But ah, he knows the heroine and he can't help his heart melting - and of course his idea of seduction includes quite a bit of violence.

I could not help rooting for the bad guy (the good guy was SO perfect that it was boring!) and I quit reading just because I was not liking the way the plot was going.
And you know what I thought that crossed my mind the moment I quit?
"Moi would understand me."

I was told that If I was jumpy, getting sick, having issues sleeping or sleeping far too much on them to come back in asap to get them readjusted or changed to something else.

speaking of meds.. i just realized that I forgot to take them today... x'D too late to take them now... =/


Amura: o3o -pets- underdogs/bad guys need love too!~

I'm not often a fan of the villain tbh.
But in this case he was so much more interesting than the hero, cause the hero was as dull as it can get.
Whenever they fought I wished he would kill him cruelly, but alas, the damn hero had so much good luck :|

Yeah eating meds, there’s too many side effects. 8u i would prefer not to eat meds myself and go a more natural route. But natural medicine is a lot of times a lot more expensive than prescription/western medicine. And when i mean natural meds, im talking about traditional chinese meds with their foul tasting teas. XD

I hate love triangles lol. I’d avoid those kinda plots tbh. Why can’t we just get a nice fluffy romance with no conflict? XD;; like eating cotton candy lol.