Illyria wrote:I don't see it as any different than going out to a movie on a Saturday night really? It's entertainment, I find it fun and even if I don't stay on the site, I enjoyed while it lasted ^-^
That's a really good point actually. I wish I could explain it as such to my parents

Oh well. The time of confrontation hasn't come yet so no point worrying because I don't know if it will come at all.
I guess it's a big deal for me because even movies are things I've done in moderation. Before I came to college, we'd go to a movie maybe twice a year lol. I think donating is always going to feel like a big deal to me. Which is just as well because it'll make me feel like I've treated myself to something really special

and the stupid guilt can't conquer that, and the stupid guilt will eventually diminish anyway as I donate more and get used to doing it.