I'll keep my fingers crossed for you

They do, if they're not lazy like my granny XD
And if there is sunshine QuQ

I got my period yesterday! *confetti rain* Funny coincidence that my bf was defending her master's title and her period came a bit earlier, and she was also on her first day yesterday so we laughed that's why we got our cycles a bit messed up XD

Yeah, like "okay, I'll just finish this pack and I won;t buy any in like a year." /granny comes in "here's some chocolates for you because it's some stupid commercial holiday 8D" me: "Y U do dis to me, woman? DX" /takes the chocolates
Haha, at least he offered to buy you more XD

I guess I'm more sassy than you, but I still get you to some extent, especially with the yelling. If I feel more comfortable I'll yell back, like at my mom XD But she's the one to start yelling, I only defend myself ;>_> But inside I feel like crying, though I react with anger when I feel attacked, so that's probably the difference. I guess I learned to get angry when defensive from my mom actually, she's like that.
But if I'm scared, I totally turn into a ball of nerves and tears QuQ

oh, lol, I totally did not notice that typo xD It was bff, not bf

Lol, yeah, that's what happens if I type too fast and lose the letters behind

Yeah, me too, although I wouldn't mind that much other than worrying about the living and finance part XD

Maybe that's better for you tho?

I'm selectively sassy XD But I totally do tremble and want to run when I hear people yell, that's why I was sometimes pretty distraught whenever my boss would yell at someone over the phone (he's got a short temper) or back when we had that naccissistic employee who was sassy too much and over things he had no right to be sassy about, they were outright yelling at one another (over my head, mind you, my desk was between theirs, I was trapped, I used to run away to the kitchen QwQ).
I also generally don't like anything loud (unless it's a squeal of a guinea pig, 'cause that's flippin' adorable >w<)

Yes, you mentioned the friend reached out to you, *confetti rain* for that! :D

Don't stress so much about the deadlines, be good to yourself x.x

Now imagine I come back to the office after lunch and they are still arguing, and I have nowhere to run, so I had to wear my earphones But I can't put the music volume too much in case my boss wants something from me, so I still hear them arguing x.x I was super relieved when that guy got fired finally. And I'm generally relieved I can now work from home. At least for a bit.

Aww, sorry it got delayed. But it's still going to happen, so that's fine ^^
Ugh, trying not to let people down, that's me. *confetti rain* for finishing that one! :D You can do the rest, I believe in you and you believe in yourself!

*confetti rain* for working out! So proud of you! And jealous, I got a bit sick and Ash says I can't work out. But I'm feeling a bit better and I'll try stretching tomorrow. For the first time in my life I feel bad about not being able to exercise XD
Your legs will get used to it, they will become stronger eventually

Exactly, although I'd gladly just quit XD But I won't unless I find some other job. That may take some time though, I'm losing hope. Maybe I should've taken what they were giving me ;/

I get it, I'd probably be freaking out as well
That's a relief then, sounds good ^^

I always mark the days I've worked out, so then I can see and just bask in pride XD Don't worry, you should get the hang of it. The first week is the worst, then you need to hold on to full month and from then you probably will want to exercise. :)
Too weak for blogilates stuff, haha, join the club XD Luckily it's not always about doing things like she does, you can do things with less intensity. I started her workout calendar this month (you sign up for her newsletter at blogilates.com and they send you a password to access the calendar), but I think I overestimated myself after a month of working out with random videos of hers on my own, and instead of doing the beginners calendar I did (am doing?) the normal one. That's not even counting the fact that I received the password on 8th I think, when I was on my period (luckily it was Friday stretching, oof!), but then I got also a bit sick, so I only began the calendar workouts yesterday. I thought I'd be sore, but I'm not, so I felt okay. But today's workout totally killed me. I actually felt tears rushing to my eyes after we finished one move, because I was so happy it was over (my shoulders were dying). But then few moves later, we were relying on shoulder strength again and I cried noooooo (my shoulders are so weak you can't even imagine), and then Cassey said something like "I'm so proud of you, because it's hard and you're still going through it" and I felt like crying again, this time because I felt I'm proud of myself
Just don't give up and keep developing your strength, it'll come around and one day you'll be able to do most of Cassey's stuff. remember she's been doing the pilates for at least 8 years if not more (I'm not quite sure)
I'm super glad she helps you with the positive attitude, told you it's contageous XD