Are you anemic? People always ask me that if I say I'm tired... I'm okay. Thank you. How about you?

I don't think that I am. But I think I might be on a kind of period where I'm not actively bleeding, so that might be it.

Besides really tired I'm okay.
Well.

Except that Kevin's brother and brother's fiance has made the decision to no longer use birth control. Ugh. They are too irresponsible for kids. They can't even train a dog!

Speaking of birth control did you ever get on some?

He's 20, she's 19.

Girl, you gonna get prego.
Do you do the calendar thing or pulling out at least?

I really hope that you don't get pregnant because you said you don't want kids. If you don't mind me asking; why don't you use condoms?

Well, that's something at least.
It's still only 60% effective if you preform it perfectly.

You should do the calendar method in addition!
Here's a link to some information:
http://www.plannedparenthood.org/health ... s-4217.htm

A latex allergy? That sucks. If you go to planned parenthood they'll give you free ones. I'm pretty sure that they have non latex versions too.

Yeah. It's better than 0 though!

Yeah, humans can only get pregnant in about 4-5 days of the month. But sometimes it's hard to track when those times are. If your period is super regular and you avoid sex on the days that your body is ovulating/preparing to ovulate then you're pretty likely to not get pregnant. If you use this in addition to pulling out I think it brings the effectiveness way up.

It's the version of birth control Catholics use.

Why are you scared to go into it? Make M go with you. He can get a vasectomy!

Does he want kids?

Eww. How did you date a guy with 3 kids? That must have been terrible. I assume they lived with their mother/s.

That's good. Then why doesn't he want a vasectomy?
Kevin wants one, it's just organizing the few days off he'd need.

Interesting. Yeah, if you don't want kids and he had them I can see why it didn't work out. lol

I don't know. Maybe he's one of those who thinks it makes him less manly.

I'm glad too. x_x I wouldn't have been able to handle it.

That's stupid. If anything it makes you 'manlier' because they aren't flip flopping around.

You could always get fixed. But living in the south, you might not be able to. Some lots of doctors refuse to sterilize women because they apparently think that we're idiots and don't know how to make our own health decisions. Fuck them. ARGGH!


I'm so upset. Something's wrong with my goddamned financial aid fucking AGAIN! I've done EVERYTHING that they wanted. And now they're fucking LYING and saying I haven't set up with a program! I did!!!! ARGH!!! Now it's going to take even fucking LONGER to get my goddamned loan than it was going to in the first place. AND I'm completely broke. I only got about 370 dollars this month. That's enough for rent and the water bill. I have electricity, gas, internet, AND groceries to pay for too! What the fuck do they want me to do? Fucking bastards. I go through all this effort and I make okay to good grades and they STILL fuck me over.

Not only that, but Kevin's birthday is in July! If I can't get my loan and financial aid figured out, I won't be able to buy him a present!

I'm sorry for screaming.