Gotta put an alarm out for every 10mins or something. XD;; or like pinch yourself every time you feel drowsy. Make one of those weird anti-sleep contraptions. XD;;

I bought one of those Doorbell camera thingers =3= my current doorbell doesn't even work so its a win either way. And it comes with an extra camera to put up inside the apartment and a base thinger that stores video on it so I can catch landlady's BS too. >:x No accidentally streaming something I want to record >->,

Set it up at the fish tank to make it look like its keeping an eye on the fishtank because of sebas >w>


But yea.. the Doorbell cam, i can turn the motion sensor on, on days I expect packages so I can catch thiefies. >:x

I told the maint man about the thieves too. =/ I trust him more than the landlady. He's gonna help me install the doorbell cam when it comes too.



Anyway, saw my therapist this morning. I lost weight! I WAS 271lbs last month when I saw her. I'm down to 266.6lb! Woo! (gotta have that point 6 in there just for the number of evil >w> haha!

She said it was kind of weird that the Lexipro was causing me to lose my apatite, as it normally causes an increase. And that my sleeping so much is also kinda weird but it could be that my body is still adjusting and trying to get over a 'hump' or something.

My old doctor, he'd complain about my blood pressure.. turns out, that my anxiety causes it to get high.. and that I just need a few minutes to calm down and it lowers. =w= Therapist/new doc figured that out today. She wanted to make sure it wasn't an actual blood pressure issue. Just anxiety issues =w=, so no extra meds.

Saw the one taxi guy, Darnel today. He was dropping someone off while I was waiting for my lyft home. He asked if I was waiting on USA, and I told him that I was told they were all booked up for today, so I had to use Lyft.

The look he gave me... REALLY doesn't help my paranoid "that lady hates me so she refuses me rides and alters my schedules" thoughts =/
He offered to call in and see if he couldn't take me home to save me some money, but I declined. I didn't want to risk him getting yelled at. Sweet of him though. ovo He's one of my favorites.

No but it guranatee's shiny new bracelets for porch pirates >:D

That or an eviction notice.

ooooooooh well i hope you can catch whomever is stealing your packages! D<

my mom lost so much weight when she became sick. or well......sicker. with her elevated high blood pressure and feeling lightheaded or dizzy and stuff. 8u

My mom has high blood pressure. So that’s not getting cured any time soon. On top of that, she’s getting side effects from her meds so she’s constantly changing meds with her doctor, to the point where the doc is like “I’ve already prescribed every med there is, what else can I even give you?”

It's nice to hear of doctors taking side effects and meds seriously. They didn't do that with mom. =3= When something stopped working for her, not only would the UP the dosage of that, but add something onto it. =/


Moi: no cobra =w= dun has one..


Hotarla: if I ever catch them on cam, i'll share their theft with ya'll.


I managed to stay awake to a little after 7PM. Gotta practice for staying up tomorrow so I can get my stuff before thiefies get them >:x I'ma scare the amazon dude and open the door or something.. wish I had a fold up sport chair... =/ sit out in the hallway.

My mom is good on some days, and others not so much. It really depends on how the meds affect her or if she’s stressed which raises her blood pressure. Its a very delicate balancing act.