that's the thing though, the subs weren't the true translations
the real translation is as sad as the song sounds, but the subs on the original video just switch the words to close sounding english words that change the whole meaning >.<
like the real translation for the beginning verse is "Who am I, Who am I, Who am I, I lost myself. Hold my hand, take my hand where my eyes are blurred. Hold me" but the subs that change to close sounding english words switches it to "Who am I, Who am I, Who am I, Then The Leader Pulls Us All. Home ing my a nadie knew not be yo natural java drew a." and ever since seeing the subs saying "Then the leader pulls us all" that's all I can hear, even though I know he's singing in Korean "I lost myself"
it even does it with the words they sing in English, like it switches "I feel so empty now" to "Feirce winds tell me now"

this auto-subs in english thing is awful, though it does make the song strangely funny
I'm on to normal shirts again
and button ups are nice, but most of my long sleeve ones are kinda frumpy looking lol
I think I'm dealing well?
been self quarantining, and been trying to be super careful, since I'm worried about how it can effect the lungs and I've had health issues with my lungs, so would rather not get it
I do keep feeling kinda sick-ish though, not sure what's going on with it. I keep having days where I feel super feverish and lethargic, but no actual fever... really hope my mom didn't end up getting it while shopping or something and bring it home
are you doing well? hope you're able to be somewhere safe with the virus going on