I give up after a few minutes. I’m like “meh, i’m sure i’ll find it eventually”. If i TRULY need to find something that i expressly need, then i wouldn’t stop searching til i find it. XD;;

My anxiety spikes and then I panic.. and then cry...


and months/years later cry again when I find it -stares at Utawarerumono Art Cards that had been missing for years-

oh. well that's never happened to me before. xD;; i guess i just don't value most personal material things as much...xD;; they can stay lost for all i care.

I just don't like losing stuff...
Probably comes from mom giving my stuff away to my siblings when I was little. With out asking me. Just picks it up, 'Here ya go!' and trying to bribe their love with my stuff.

My favorite things as a child went missing, later finding out why it went missing... it messes with the emotions and brain.

well its never been an issue with me i guess. if it was something work related, i might panic a little. but if its just my own stuff, i'd be like eh i'll find it eventually...8U as long as noone throws anything out (highly unlikely) it always be...somewhere. xD

Must be nice. I hate my anxiety issues...

I mean, i get anxious too. 8U like i was trying to teach the new guy how to receive an order but apparently i was either doing it in the wrong order or whatever and i was being confusing so my supervisor took over…8U i’m sorry, i don’t know how to teach…@-@

But your anxiety issues don't seem to put you into a panic state to where your mind goes blank and you do stuff you normally wouldn't do with a calm mind.. or put you into a crying mess.. x-x

oh sometimes i do want to cry though. even when i'm sometimes called into a meeting, i'd tense up, i'd feel like they were scolding me or something, and i'd be holding back tears, but i'll try not to show it cuz if i cry like that at the drop of a hat.......8U

I can't hold back the tears sadly... And I get yelled at for crying in situations like that. ono



I've watched those Malefecint movies.. =/
They weren't bad... but they aren't all that great either. Kinda boring. Especially the sequel. First one was better.